Degeneración....

two women forced to sleep in continual cat pissed mattress https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=crXNpF3iwq4 we are two women mother and daughter forced to sleep on one bed full of cat piss. we have no money and no life. to the outside world we look like we have it together but its clear we don't. I don't know how to stop the cat pissing on the bed anymore. I have had enough of trying to fight it. I just hate it. and I am not even married. no job, no husband, no rights. and sick of people calling me a stupid bitch! and I will appear in court to dob any one in. anyone. I would enjoy the opportunity to dob any man or women in !

two women forced to sleep in continual cat pissed mattress https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=crXNpF3iw...

I am truly an awful parent I dreamed about being a parent. I prayed for it. And we adopted. I didn't get knocked up and poof - there was a kid. We went through months of background checks and interviews and the cost and drama of adoption. You have to be REALLY wanting to do that, right? Well I suck at being a parent. My kid is almost out of the house and we scream. My kid is a better adult than I. They try to discuss and I just stew and vent. I get upset with EVERY THING they do. I see spoiled, my spouse sees a kid in need. I see a back talker, my spouse sees a kid expressing themselves. I see an utter lack of empathy and discipline, and I'm told I'm the problem. So clearly, I am. What to do? No I'm not willing to do therapy and being told that I need to give into the kid ... again. No, I'm not willing to just see it through for a bit longer. Yep, before the 1st I'm I'm going to move out. Because I truly suck. I cannot believe that almost 18 years trying and I'm done. But truly, I'm DONE. And that makes me sad, and ashamed, and ready to just disappear.

I am truly an awful parent I dreamed about being a parent. I prayed for it. And we adopted. I didn't...

I spent the majority of my childhood it made me obsessed. I spent the majority of my childhood just thinking I had stds ad aids, and even though i got tested lots of times and every time they were negative i still think i have it and other diseases and nothing not even seeing pathology results resolves the fear or belief they are lying to me all the time. My life has been ruined because of this. I think I am a hypochondria...what do you think? I can't bare germs of any kind or being near too many people and got to the point I have a un-natural phobia to most men. they all sicken me.

I spent the majority of my childhood it made me obsessed. I spent the majority of my childhood just ...