i have a huge crush on a straight friend, it always

words I use to describe myself, unlovable, bitch, useless, worthless, nothing, broken, forsaken, and broken. Thing that once gave me great joy now make me feel nothing. I have no love left in my heart to give. I'm done.

words I use to describe myself, unlovable, bitch, useless, worthless, nothing, broken, forsaken, and...

I am trying to save for a few things, like holidays for family, college fees and household needs like fees for weekly expenses like food, electricity, phone, pets and fairs and there never seems to be enough money. I just wish I could get more money. I am sick of living counting each cent and the constant worry. I really need an extra job. dare I even have the courage to try? like I have a house full of fleas and roaches and small change only coming in and really want to be working and selling my skills. I just want someone to notice my work skills and score a date and get enough cash savings together to fix the house and go on a holiday to find the love of my life.

I am trying to save for a few things, like holidays for family, college fees and household needs lik...

I dont know… So Ive been with my boyfriend for almost 2 months, but we talked a while back as friends, then we fell out and didnt talk for a while. Anyway, Im not against people smoking weed, but unless you are told by a doctor to use it, I dont really think you "need" to smoke it. And my bf smokes is all day everyday. And it isnt medical for him. And I dont really like it but I dont hate it. And he always asks why I get distant and quiet when he does it infront of me or while on the phone with me. And I dont wanna be that kind of girl that says you cant do one thing or another, I am gonna let him make his own choices. But it still bothers me for some reason. But Ive looked past it cause I love him. I guess Ill just let him, but ask he not do it around me or something.

I dont know… So Ive been with my boyfriend for almost 2 months, but we talked a while back as frie...