I drank a little bit of vodka last night. Not enough to get drunk, not even tipsy. I dont know how it happened, I assume he drugged me. But today I woke up.in my room naked. My father was naked next to me in bed. I climbed out of bed to have wet fluids dripping out of my body. I cant say for sure that he raped me or not. But Im kind of glad it happened. I cant explain this feeling.