my depression is you! russell and rick and ken and jordon and frank and ash.

The confession I have, is that I set up my wife one night, for a night of high sexual passion. She doesn't know I know, and she thinks it's her little secret, but I was behind it all. I am not sure if she doesn't want to tell me cus, I might get mad, or feel something or some way different towards her. I waited to see if she would tell me, but she never did. So I didn't tell her I knew or that I was the one that actually set things up. But what I did was, I paid this guy...a guy I met at a bar, some money, to get a few friends and him to go to my home, as a group, and asked for me. They were supposed to go and ring the bell, when she answered, they were supposed to go in forcefully, asked where I was, say I owed one of them some money, and hadn't paid him. So he was there to collect. When she would tell them I wasn't there, and she didn't know anything about it. They were to take payment anyway they wanted. So they would tell her, that they were going to take payment with her. They were supposed to take her, all together. G******* her, she has had experience with that before. She loves DP, and more, so they were not suppose to limit themselves with her. I told them to c** in her, since she can't get pregnant anymore, and then leave her on the bed or couch wherever they took her. So I paid this guy, and he said ok. I gave him $500 and said a group of guys. Well he did it, and the thing is, he took 5 guys and him, did exactly what I asked, and they took turns with her, and g********* her good, so he told me later. They said she resisted pretty good at 1st, and really took it as a forceable g*******. But she gave in slowly as they took her, and then trained her over and over. The one I asked to do it, kept telling her, that they were taking payment from her. So she had to pay in whatever way, or else he was going to beat me up. So that's when he said she started giving in. Well he did tell me that she was a trooper, and seemed to enjoy it after a while. Well I got home about 5am that night, she was showered and asleep by that time. I could tell. I waited for her to wake up and tell me, or in the morning, but she didn't. Never has. I found out from that guy, when I talked to him the next day, that he had taken 5 guys, but then told me that they were all Black men, a mandingo g*******. So even though she never told me about it. Now she's asking me to get her black men to meet up with and have 3somes and more with. I think I created a black c*** monster...lol

The confession I have, is that I set up my wife one night, for a night of high sexual passion. She d...

I hate my best friend. She seems to think she knows me better than I do and it makes me so damn angry. I just don't know how to tell her because she's my best friend and I really don't want to lose her. But I can't seem to find a way to tell her because when I say the wors outloud I fell like I'm over-reacting or being emo and selfish. I really don't know what to do, she's slowly pushing me to my breaking point and I'm just going to explode at her, though she means a lot to me. Is telling her worth the risk of losing her?

I hate my best friend. She seems to think she knows me better than I do and it makes me so damn angr...

Today i went to court for being raped Several years ago I was raped. Sodomized specifically. I did not report it. I regret that very much, because he did it again to another girl. I had to have surgery to repair the tears to my r*****, they hadn't healed after a couple years. I had insurance, it covered most of the surgery but not all of it. I was unable to pay all of the bills associated with the surgery because I became sick and required more surgery for other reasons. My bills from the hospital went to collections. I just got back from court. Where I lost. I just got sued and lost for medical bills I incurred from being raped.

Today i went to court for being raped Several years ago I was raped. Sodomized specifically. I did n...