sometimes i do not like to have sex with my husband. i want to with other guy

last few nights I have been staying at BA Broadbeach Gold Coast and I have been in so much back pain I had to give in and go by a heat pack and rub and have a massage and they had me on a massage table with a nice electric blanket. god I wish the hotel was warmer inside at night, last night about 1am the fire alarms went off and 2 fire trucks turned up and I was afraid, my mum was with me and I called down to the reception to see if we had to evacuate but no. thank god. we were going to see the glow worms. we said "bugger the glow worms its too cold, wait til summer" now to plan another holiday. but were ? I am aching all over. and had a massage and I feel like I need more. I want to try their spa and pool but too afraid to. I have had gastro and I am tired just walking around pacific fair cuz my hips are aching so badly. I went through this in my teen years before we got the bunks and my legs ached all winter when I was 15 or 16 it was so bad like this. same thing was like last year at tweed. god i hope it improves.

last few nights I have been staying at BA Broadbeach Gold Coast and I have been in so much back pai...

Could it be..? There's this guy I like, & I thought he liked me too, I mean, he asked me out & all, we chatted a lot after that, even thought neither of us mentioned that we like each other. Now he casually mentions that he has a girlfriend, & the details don't add up. He seems to be lying about her, but then again, why would he? Its all too confusing! too early to show how things will go.

Could it be..? There's this guy I like, & I thought he liked me too, I mean, he asked me out & all, ...

So angry He just got another package in the mail. It's more parts for one of those stupid cars that he's "restoring". I have been looking for a job for 5 months. We just had to replace hundreds of dollars worth of parts on our 2 normal, everyday regular cars just to keep them running. We had to replace the washing machine last week because the motor conked out and he's supposed to get a root canal this week. oh, and that $250 dollar speeding ticket he got that has to be paid in 2 weeks. I barely spent any money even before all this and now I'm cutting back on how much toothpaste I use and I'm making bread from scratch to save money, for god's sake! We're on the verge of being evicted from our home!I asked my friends for help in paying for school supplies for the kids!! And he has the effing gall to spend money on this!? He'll be lucky if I don't sell those piece of junk right out from under him!! I hate him so much right now.

So angry He just got another package in the mail. It's more parts for one of those stupid cars that ...