I was watching a porn movie and there was a woman who looked like my mother!

It wasn't really much of a relationship, both of us being really awkward unless we talked via Skype or text messages. About three months into the relationship, a roommate of mine started to invite a friend of his over, and me and him got on amazingly well, we both played video games, shared similar interest in music etc. Anyway we started hanging out alot more than what me and my boyfriend did, I began to start feeling guilty for enjoying spending time with my male friend more. After much thinking and reasoning in my head I left my boyfriend, this was about 5 months ago, and ever since then I miss him on a daily bases.. we still talk and hang out occasionally... I guess what I'm asking is, what steps do you think I could take to begin the relationship again.

It wasn't really much of a relationship, both of us being really awkward unless we talked via Skype...

I am sad I feel like there should be a category for just "life". Yes, that is how much I think too much - on an anonymous website, invited to pour your heart out, I still worry, will I do it right? Will people judge? Will people think I am stupid? Will anyone care? Probably not, probably no one will ever even read this . . . Is there someone out there pretending this is anonymous, just waiting to make it public? To make fun of me? To make me realize what a j*** I really am and how much I deserve to feel less than everyone else. . . Because really, that happens - it happens everyday. . . I put this under family and friends,, because, what difference does it make? Seriously. I want to anonymously tell you everything and nothing. Sadly, I am no kid. . . I am old and beaten and tired and I know no one cares . . . I am sad. I know no one will ever read this but me, but still, I said it, maybe it means something - I'm sad - I am just so sad.

I am sad I feel like there should be a category for just "life". Yes, that is how much I think too m...

well I am a nothing and I am proud of it. I don't care what people think of me either. I gave up on outer things and looked inwards for god. its about having faith in the lord first and mostly and the rest comes what ever it is you want.

well I am a nothing and I am proud of it. I don't care what people think of me either. I gave up on ...