i will expose you how will you pay me to expose you?

talie B from Tawanii- finally asked you out for a date and you blew me off and hooked up with some cowboy while I was getting us drinks. Last I ever saw you, walked home 7 miles in the rain that night. Looked you up on the internet, you never moved more than a mile from your childhood home. Got a degree in electronics and have spent your life as a medical records clerk. Good job there for sure. Never got married either- guess you blew everybody off. Glad I didn't hook up with you, traveled the country, had my own business, lived an adventuresome life. Work for somebody else right now because it is money and easy. You always had a nice figure. Just wondered if you ended up as morbidly obese as I expect you did......

talie B from Tawanii- finally asked you out for a date and you blew me off and hooked up with some c...

In high school I was attracted to my english teacher, Mrs K. She was about 30, dark hair and really nice features. I masturbated endlessly thinking about her, and was shocked to find she lived near me. I saw her in local stores and couldn't get enough of her. At one point I did something in class that really upset her (have no idea what anymore) and she told me to stay after class. She gave me the choice of going to the office and getting detention, or her paddling me. I didn't want a detention, so I took the paddling. She sat down and made me lay over her lap, and then paddled the hell out of my ass. Between the paddling and the feel of my crotch on her longed for legs, I came so hard that I soaked my pants. She didn't notice when I left the room. After a few weeks more, I dreamed about it so much that I did something else to get a paddling, but when I stood up afterwards she saw my soaked pants and realized I liked it. She had no idea how to handle it and I blurted out that I found her to be one of the most attractive women I had ever seen and couldn't help myself. She turned bright red and told me to never act up again in class. After that, she tried never to look at me. Years after school was done, I saw her in a local store and she still averted her eyes. I later found out she had been in an abusive marriage where the guy kept telling her what an ugly woman she was. I always wondered if she stayed away from me to keep herself from losing control.....she was such a hottie.

In high school I was attracted to my english teacher, Mrs K. She was about 30, dark hair and really ...

Stop the assumptions Back at the very end of my senior year of high school I decided that I wanted to try smoking. I liked the idea of inhaling and exhaling smoke, it seemed like a visually beautiful and relaxing activity. I asked someone to try and get us marijuana since I knew he could probably get it fairly easily. I started smoking 3 or 4 times a week for a little over 2 months and stopped the week before going off to college. Now, during my senior year I also had quite a bit of stuff happen. Early in the year, my family found out that my father (whom had visitation rights for me and my older brother when we were young) had molested me more than a few times over the course of several years. I had gotten over it, but my family wanted me to go to counseling after they found out. A few months later I got news that my father had committed suicide. Although I was upset, I felt more at ease and not so bad for avoiding him. It didn't take me long to accept it. My father's death was about 2 months before I had the idea to smoke. I went to visit my councilor a little while into starting college and we ended up talking about how I had smoked marijuana. She seemed concerned and was hinting at the idea that I may have done it to "escape" or as a way of coping with the events of my senior year. I tried to explain to her that was not the reasoning, but she seemed doubtful. She's not the only one who thinks that I smoked to "escape" I'm not easily offended, but this is something that really gets to me. There is an assumption that "it was all too much" and that I felt the need to resort to a false sense of happiness. This isn't true at all and I wish people would stop viewing it that way. I understand that there are people who fall prey to this, but I am not that weak or pathetic. I smoked because I wanted to, not because I was depressed, stressed, or pressured into it. It was my own decision, be it not the smartest one, that I took action on.

Stop the assumptions Back at the very end of my senior year of high school I decided that I wanted ...