i fuck my gf on weekends....but, she is my cousin.....and she wants to get married....

everything was up and down with operation but that's all over now.

everything was up and down with operation but that's all over now.

my granmo used to say all the time "men are all bastards"! she spat out hate and vexation for all.

my granmo used to say all the time "men are all bastards"! she spat out hate and vexation for all.

Most folks just see me as an object to be used and discarded. It's not a life phase. It started longer before than I used to think. I now realize how people moved me like a pawn and played me like a card and that was all. No utility after that. Once realized I didn't want to be played anymore, they started manipulating me or punishing me for not accepting to be USED and then stonewalling me. The few people I had a true friendship with of years now became different and distant, at any given chance being manipulative when they were not manipulators before, more like Capgras, however I know they probably still have soul. The only new few acquaintances I make only use me as well , when they don't try to stick me up in a figurative closet and lock me there until is time to use me or play me again.

Most folks just see me as an object to be used and discarded. It's not a life phase. It started long...