it must be go slow day, computers are slow, everything is annoying.

when i stay at my aunts house we share a bed and shower and she likes my cum in her coffee

when i stay at my aunts house we share a bed and shower and she likes my cum in her coffee

Just once. I do my best never to complain, even when I'm dying inside, even when I'm falling apart. because when I complain, I feel like a selfish b**** who doesn't deserve to live. sympathy makes me hate myself. but no matter how much it pains me when I get it, sometimes all I want is sympathy. I want someone to tell me that I'm not a selfish b****, that I have every right to be upset, that I'm not just creating problems for myself to get attention. because maybe then I wouldn't feel so guilty for being upset. which is why it hurts so much when, when I finally do speak up and say that something's wrong, you tell me what I deserve to hear. I hate knowing you're right. just once, I wish you would lie to me.

Just once. I do my best never to complain, even when I'm dying inside, even when I'm falling apart....

I hate people who always say "don't compare yourself to others" or "don't feel that way" "you should consider her feelings" does she consider my feelings or stresses? no! so why should I care that she is a mother, that doesn't make her stresses more important then my stresses. its natural to compare. I will type back to them what they said to me and see how they like it. its a normal human emotion to want love and marriage, they have no prototype on that emotion. I know I am fat from medications and health problems but I think like LL and bp.

I hate people who always say "don't compare yourself to others" or "don't feel that way" "you should...