I like my own space not share with outsiders other then nicer people.

I'm sure I have OCD. I have all the symptoms, but I'm too afraid to tell anyone. I'm not yet comfortable talkingto someone or addmiting it, and my mum called me a weirdo and hit me when she saw me scratching myself. I don't do that all the time, I just do it sometimes if I get really stressed. When she found out that the doctor had recommended I see a therapist after I apparently had all the symptoms of hypochondriaisis, she said I was too young and it started off the OCD and has being getting worse ever since.

I'm sure I have OCD. I have all the symptoms, but I'm too afraid to tell anyone. I'm not yet comfort...

I feel so lonely. My heart aches and I am dying on the inside. No one knows how bad it is bc I smile and push past my tears. My bucket is almost empty and I don't know how much more I can take of this feeling. I want to die. I think about it. I fantasize about it. I don't think I can make it. I don't think that there is a light at the end of this dark and dreary tunnel. Maybe this time I will get it right. I talk to my self all the time because I am the only who will listen to me or be my friend, I have made up invisible friends as well like I did when I was 5. I did that to deal with so many deaths round me the time. sometimes I shut reality out completely.

I feel so lonely. My heart aches and I am dying on the inside. No one knows how bad it is bc I smile...

I feel so lonely. My heart aches and I am dying on the inside. No one knows how bad it is bc I smile and push past my tears. My bucket is almost empty and I don't know how much more I can take of this feeling. I want to die. I think about it. I fantasize about it. I don't think I can make it. I don't think that there is a light at the end of this dark and dreary tunnel. Maybe this time I will get it right. I talk to my self all the time because I am the only who will listen to me or be my friend, I have made up invisible friends as well like I did when I was 5. I did that to deal with so many deaths round me the time. sometimes I shut reality out completely.

I feel so lonely. My heart aches and I am dying on the inside. No one knows how bad it is bc I smile...