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I have a Best Friend that I met on a Chat Room on the Internet. When I first met her, I didn't really think much about her. I found her boring and annoying. But as we grew closer, we found out we had a lot in common and eventually became very close. I feel like I care about this friendship WAY more than her but I care about her too much to just blow her off and abandon her. I tell her everything and she's always closed in. I made her my main priority and all she cares about is her internet Boyfriend that has lied to her SO many times. I don't wanna lose her as a friend but I don't know what to do anymore, I feel like this is a one sided friendship. I'm not an amazing person but I gave it my all. I don't wanna lose her but at the same time, this is really starting to bother me. I am also obsessed with her so I can't stop thinking about her and all I want from her is for her to show she actually cares. I'm honestly lost with no direction, I don't know what to do.

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I have a Best Friend that I met on a Chat Room on the Internet. When I first met her, I didn't really think much about her. I found her boring and annoying. But as we grew closer, we found out we had a lot in common and eventually became very close. I feel like I care about this friendship WAY more than her but I care about her too much to just blow her off and abandon her. I tell her everything and she's always closed in. I made her my main priority and all she cares about is her internet Boyfriend that has lied to her SO many times. I don't wanna lose her as a friend but I don't know what to do anymore, I feel like this is a one sided friendship. I'm not an amazing person but I gave it my all. I don't wanna lose her but at the same time, this is really starting to bother me. I am also obsessed with her so I can't stop thinking about her and all I want from her is for her to show she actually cares. I'm honestly lost with no direction, I don't know what to do.
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