i feel so tired to work hard, i don't try my best to work......

If only I had been myself I lied, so much that there is no way I could ever expect him to forgive me, even though he said he loved me. I pretended to be a girl, I clearly am not. I talked to a boy I went to school with and pretended to be from another state. I lied a lot and dramatically but I was always the person I am in the inside, with him. He said he loved me and I know I do but I want him to know the truth but I'm scared what he will do. It's been two years but I still feel extremely guilty and I still care about him and really wish we could be friends. He's the only person I have ever really trusted.

If only I had been myself I lied, so much that there is no way I could ever expect him to forgive me...

Bra,skirt,saree,etc I am male of 18 years old with typical life. I had a sister who lives in my house in rent. She was very close to me and share her personal lives and other. One day i said that i want to be girl, as we were close she used to help to wear bra,saree, petticote,etc. I can even say that she is my husband. I used to wear the mangalsutra of her name and sindur. I used to be with her for an hour, she used to do my job and i used to wear saree, blouse,etc and do her house work like cleaning,washing,etc. And also she had inserted her finger many times to give me a*** pleasure. But now she is not with me and i am all alone Drugs and lonelyness HI well im a stoner and when my parents leave, i get stoned (high). I really want to stop because ot hasn't taken me to anywhere just to lose money and i dont even get any girl. And sometimes when its a holiday or a party, my parents ask me if i want to go but i always stay home and they leave. Nd wen im home alone i feel deppressed and lonley, i think its because i ain't got a girl (but i do gave a lot of love to give). ok well thats all, if you want to kik me (text me) then this is my kik username: weed185 Confessing I sit on here and confess for about an hour everyday, most the posts I see when I go here are from me. I have no life!

Bra,skirt,saree,etc I am male of 18 years old with typical life. I had a sister who lives in my hous...

Its complicated. My boyfriend and I have been together for many years already. I am 16 and he is 17, we are both virgins but started having A*** s** not to long ago. He has alwats been the demanding type but recently since he started doing this, I think he feels he can boss me around. Tell me what to do, what to wear, etc. I love him with all my heart, and I am scared to loose him. We have been apart before (my fault) and I couldn't take it. I don't want to be without him, and I feel like I can't leave him. Like if I leave him, everything in the world is wrong. He makes me so happy but at time I feel as if I am not my own person but that I am his b**** basically. We're so young and I know I am blinding my self by "love" but I just don't know what to do. I feel like we're meant to be, like we are connected... :'( what should I do?

Its complicated. My boyfriend and I have been together for many years already. I am 16 and he is 17,...