I had an unused room in my house, she was going through the divorce, I offered her the room, I don't want rent. My only condition was no more men. I told her not to marry that man, he was going to use her and he did. I can't help myself, cleaning the bathroom upstairs, and then going in and making her bed, and picking up her clothes. I unpacked her suitcases and put her clothes in the dresser. She came into my room and stayed for an hour telling me about her work, but she didn't stay. She should have known, I am her companion. She is the husband going to work and I am the wife keeping house for her. I need her to come down and get in bed with me and I will be her wife again, all around. I am a lesbian, she knew that when she moved in. She knew that when she lived with me. She knows I am a lesbian all around and I need some attention from her. I have invited her to come down and sleep with me. I don't want to live in separate bedrooms. I need her back with me, where she belongs, I need for her to come and have me be her wife again. Her man thing still bothers me, but in the end she is not ever going to find what she is looking for in a man, she needs a wife not a husband. I am that wife, I have always been her wife. My bed is empty, and she is upstairs.