book to read "Dark secrets part 2" What to you do when there's no room for honesty?

I have licked my mothers pussy when she was sleeping and also rubbed my dick on her ass and have seen her bathing and made sure she knows it too..... Also masturabed while making sounds like moaning and groaning so she knows I am doinh it. The thing is that I just want myself to stop these things...the relationship between us will never be the same that is she despises me and hate my presence....she is not telling my father because he will kill me for that and it will change the family forever. Once is was licking her pussy and she caught me and she shouted and then cried and did all stuff...i promised her I will never do that. Everyday in the morning I think that I will improve myself...not do anything wrong but I keep doing it....it is also affecting my mental and physical health and most importantly my carrer. I am 23 now trying to pursue the deed with mom since 16. Can anyone share some things1so that I can stoo myself from sinning. Please forgive me god for what I have done... I am doing my best to Improve...Om Namah shivaya.

I have licked my mothers pussy when she was sleeping and also rubbed my dick on her ass and have see...

Im jealous of my sisters husband since he got her pregnant and I didnt.

Im jealous of my sisters husband since he got her pregnant and I didnt.

I wanted to savagely rape & sodomize 2 hot young former female co-workers I had the same shift with during a time I worked at a supermarket. Often I fantasized & masturbated to treating both of their sexy fine young female bodies as pieces of yummy sex meat for my horny d*ck. Often I would jizz in my pants while at work around them, imagining me slamming them up their juicy round peach-shaped hynies, picturing in my head splashing their pretty young faces with my cumshots, f*cking those two girls hardcore raw - like they were a couple of dirty young whores. I confess my lusting after young sexy girls like them. & I still masturbated quite often to sexy ideas of them & many other young sexy slutty girls.

I wanted to savagely rape & sodomize 2 hot young former female co-workers I had the same shift with...