I'm a straight guy but I fantasize about guys sometimes

This germ keeps abusing me, he doesn't know me. he doesn't know my struggles from my past or present. I just want him to get lost and go abuse his own and stop annoying me at his tram stop. if he could just get run over by a train it would feel good after the dirty scum raping me. He doesn't know about my boyfriend and what a better life my boyfriend can give me and how my boyfriend gives me better sex and romance from the heart then he could ever but he thought he was that and a bag of sh**s. If my boyfriend could kill him he would. I don't want my boyfriend to do jail for me but. I know it rips at everyone hearts who loves me, that this germ has tried so many times to push me apart from those I love and those who truly love me. Its like torture. you know, you just want it to stop. I was an innocent stupid girl but that is now how I have to be abused for ever.

This germ keeps abusing me, he doesn't know me. he doesn't know my struggles from my past or present...

I'm materialistic and recently, things have been getting out of control. If a bag isn't Louis Vuitton or Gucci, I won't carry it. If jewelry isn't from Tiffanys, I won't wear it. I spend my parents' money on accessories because I feel as if I "need" them and after a while, I feel guilty. I try to stop but its like a never ending cycle I go through.

I'm materialistic and recently, things have been getting out of control. If a bag isn't Louis Vuitto...

i've been really depressed for a long time. I'm really unhappy about my life right now. I miss my friends who somehow drifted apart. I'm always stressed out about school. I'm stressed out about my parents and their financial issues. I just want to be able to take charge and fix things for myself so badly but I just cant do this alone. Things have fallen apart, and I don't know how i'm supposed to move on.

i've been really depressed for a long time. I'm really unhappy about my life right now. I miss my fr...