hmm, men and bitches fake show pony repertoire like the fake ass charm of the politican and his fake play up to kids all part of the fake game he plays like they all do too, its already has a new bimbo blonde squeeze, my former boss would called her a complete useless bimbet. it means- a stock of plays, dances, or items that a company or a performer knows or is prepared to perform. synonyms: collection, stock, range, repertory the whole body of items which are regularly performed.a stock of skills or types of behavior that a person habitually uses. it would be nice to meet a man who has genuine charm and class and not a asshole side and who can actually put words right. like words do mostly come easy to me, sometimes not and so I try to give men the benefit of the doubt that maybe they really can't express how they really feel about a woman to a woman due their lack of maturity and their bold male bravado they go on with but its never charming. jordan was the same, so was rick and so was dr and its strange. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qLGcAo5i7H8&list=RDqLGcAo5i7H8&start_radio=1 i mean why do they bother to flirt to let you down all the time since I was a child men did this to me. other men in my teens that i liked. all the men i hated wouldn't get the hint to fuck off quickly like Russel and peter, ken and Keith and Wayne. i never liked them, never loved them. they had no charm and i didn't care that they had no charm but it hurts when the ones you like have no charm and sweet care. rick used to do some very seductive sweet things no man has ever done to me ever. same with jordan and dr and mr politician. why do men i like do that? thanks for ruining my life and stopping me from having the love, money and education graduation and house and marriage etc. just thanks a lot. so sick of it and i have still never owned a credit card in my life and i am near 50. what does that tell you about the world?

hmm, men and bitches fake show pony repertoire like the fake ass charm of the politican and his fake play up to kids all part of the fake game he plays like they all do too, its already has a new bimbo blonde squeeze, my former boss would called her a complete useless bimbet. it means- a stock of plays, dances, or items that a company or a performer knows or is prepared to perform. synonyms: collection, stock, range, repertory the whole body of items which are regularly performed.a stock of skills or types of behavior that a person habitually uses. it would be nice to meet a man who has genuine charm and class and not a asshole side and who can actually put words right. like words do mostly come easy to me, sometimes not and so I try to give men the benefit of the doubt that maybe they really can't express how they really feel about a woman to a woman due their lack of maturity and their bold male bravado they go on with but its never charming. jordan was the same, so was rick and so was dr and its strange. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qLGcAo5i7H8&list=RDqLGcAo5i7H8&start_radio=1 i mean why do they bother to flirt to let you down all the time since I was a child men did this to me. other men in my teens that i liked. all the men i hated wouldn't get the hint to fuck off quickly like Russel and peter, ken and Keith and Wayne. i never liked them, never loved them. they had no charm and i didn't care that they had no charm but it hurts when the ones you like have no charm and sweet care. rick used to do some very seductive sweet things no man has ever done to me ever. same with jordan and dr and mr politician. why do men i like do that? thanks for ruining my life and stopping me from having the love, money and education graduation and house and marriage etc. just thanks a lot. so sick of it and i have still never owned a credit card in my life and i am near 50. what does that tell you about the world?
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