I feel really bad about it now that i'm 23 and old enough to know...

that it was wrong but when i was 11 i started to get male urges towards my younger sister. she was 7 at the time. She had a bad sleeping disorder so i always offered to stay in her room and make sure she didnt wake up distressed. Most nights she would wake up and we'd become involved in sexual activities. As she got older we started doing this on a more regular basis, i.e when our parents were out or when we were depressed. At the age of 13 she fell pregnet with my child and we both ran away together. we have started a whole new life together now and are very happy but I still feel somewhat guilty to our loving parents. Unfortunateley we have lost all contact with them. It is also my regret that my son does not have grandparents. It is to my great dismay that me and my sisters love produced a deformed child, but we believe that this is not due to us being siblings but to medical mishaps that could have happened to any child. He is with out one arm and only has half a leg and his fingers are fused together. forgive me.

By Anonymous on General,