I wish I'd been a woman I am happily married but for many years have been having an 'affair' with a equally married mate of mine. It started about twenty years ago and has been an off/on thing all this time. It all started when we used to go to the pub together. On the way home he would invite me in for a couple more beers and to watch some (straight) p*** vids. At first we would just watch them. He would rub his stiff p**** through his trousers and make comments about the on-screen action. I couldn't help wondering what his p**** looked like and then one day out the blue I just said "If you need a hand...." I didn't know what his reaction would be. He could have smacked me one and told me to f*** off! He didn't say anything but lay back in a way that suggested I should carry on. I leaned over and unbucle dhis trousers, unzipped him, he raised his bum and wriggled his trousers down exposing his pants and the bulge inside. I pulled them down and his lovely p**** sprang to attention. I felt I had been waiting for this chance for years! I reached out to touch it, stroked it, the heat and the scents risig up from it were driving me mad. I leaned over and licked along the shaft and took it into my mouth. It all felt so right, so instinctive. I licked and sucked for ages - the he held on to my head and spunked in my mouth. It was wonderful. I felt as if I had just lost my virginity. We carried on for years after that. The thing was, I ever regarded it as a gay thing as such, I was always in the submissive female role just acting like a s*** or a bit on the side, I desperately wished I'd been his bird, with t*** and a c***. When I look at photos of yself from around that time I can see why he might have wished to dominate me and use me as his b****