if i had a gun, i would kill all latinos and

so, to set the mood to this confession i highly recommend the song 'creep' by radiohead and a glass of whiskey.... im always miserable. always. i have a lot of friends. a job i love. and money. yet no matter what everything makes me want to just lay down and die. do u know how nice death is? jim morrison once said that the most peaceful thing in life is death because it all stops. if it all stopped, who would care? if i just layed down and let it all go, would time stand still? will everything always be a fight to tears? who are u, incredible emotion, why do u haunt me? what have i ever done? what did i do to deserve all this misery? im so apathetic and so emotionally connected to everyone so easily i feel like someone kicked me straight to the bawls all the time. my parents think somethings wrong with me. my friends try but cant understand. doctors have no explanation...misssssery. i dont belong here..,misery

so, to set the mood to this confession i highly recommend the song 'creep' by radiohead and a glass ...

I wanna be in an anime. I wanna be a character from an anime. Badly. More specifically i wanna be that main character with a tragic back story and a power that can ruin me but is still a great person that always smiles.

I wanna be in an anime. I wanna be a character from an anime. Badly. More specifically i wanna be th...

Not really a "Relationship" more FWB I am in the worst relationship. One with no commitment, no promises, but lots of tongue. I am in love with him, i have turned myself into an object for his use. Given him a bj, and have not regretted it.He has ignored for the better part of out 'friendship' when I asked him out and after giving him head. Afterwards, we started talking and became friends. And started makingout when no one was looking. He was once kind and loving. And has became sexual and wanting. And when he couldnt get everything from me. He started going after others, without ending things with me. Im tired and done with this. Im not a option. But he is just so hot and amazing, funny, but a dickface. But i am in love with him, everything of him. But have never confessed. i even cut myself because he doesnt love me back( not deeply, just stratches) And I found out that he told my best friend,'I wish [she] to get over me.' Im falling apart.

Not really a "Relationship" more FWB I am in the worst relationship. One with no commitment, no prom...