im seperated from my husband its been im seperated from my husband its been 3yrs. were both in new relationships, but i dont love my guy, i still love my husband, but i hate him at the same time, i tried so many times working it out getting back together but he's a heartless b**** that's not trying, i want him more then n e thing else but at the same time i hate him cause he takes care of his girlfriend daughter and never comes to see his own two that he has by me, i hate his gf cause she's ignorant some times i wish i had the guts to kill her just to make his life misserable like he has made mine, he also had a baby with her, he does every thing for that child, i get angry cause when we do talk he throws that in my face, his gf is a dirty fat jobless smoke head, and im a sexy b**** that men desire, i get so angry cause he perfer her then me, for a long time i thought he was trying to get under my skin and prove a point by using any female, but its been 3yrs, my mind is going crazy cause i love and want this man and dont know what to do~ any good advice?