She grabs my hand after a mere 3 seconds and rams it up her skirt and leans in to kiss me.

there was a job I was interested in applying for but its strange that its display homes in my local area but the office is down the coast. I mean that is what annoys me, I only gave up my licence for a few factors, 1 medications I take its illegal to drive while on them, the stress after being road raged and bullied by some young guys and then when I was told take your 2nd hand car home and don't drive it again there is some leak in the radiator so I never got in it again. I felt so cheated by the car company I bought it from and in the end dad gave it to a tafe for machanic students to use and told them it is not allowed to be driven its dangerious until fixed. so I waved bye bye car! after it sat in the garage for 14 years. that was sad.

there was a job I was interested in applying for but its strange that its display homes in my local ...

why should I care? as if I could find a job or husband. why should I care anymore?

why should I care? as if I could find a job or husband. why should I care anymore?

Analysing my situation now have the impression that my life is being put on hold, so someone can live their life. It as if they are pausing my life, as in a computer game, except it is as if another player paused your character but continued playing their game. You know, when you pause your character so that you can plan and set things up to happen for the character, and then unpause when you planned everything, ¤ Except it's been years ¤ Not good things are being planned ¤ It is another "player" who is pausing my life ¤ It is real life and another person's life shouldn't be stopped so that you can live yours there's oxygen for everybody, and the sun shines for everybody is just that some can't understand it.

Analysing my situation now have the impression that my life is being put on hold, so someone can liv...