so having a folk down a kid under 5 throat is not abuse ha?

This year has been complete shit I live with fucjing idiots who get angry for no reason and blame me for everything I have never been more fucking miserable I fucking hate my family and you have no Idea how hard it is for me not to just cut myself to get my mind off these fucking assholes!

This year has been complete shit I live with fucjing idiots who get angry for no reason and blame me...

My stepmom is such a fucking bitch oh my god. She thinks the fucking world revolves around her and she talks so much shit about me, but the second I say something bad about her I get grounded for a fucking week. I never do anything wrong to her and I deal with her shit every day, but sometimes I can't help but lash out at her. Like today, she claims to have hurt her back and she won't let my brother, dad and I do ANYTHING at all because she's "stuck in bed and in sooo much pain." and my dad is agreeing with her, and he's in a pissy mood now and is taking it out on me. Whenever I'm sick or hurt, the three of them go out and do fun things while I'm stuck at home, but when she's sick, everyone's forced to stay at home and do absolutely fucking NOTHING. I fucking hate her so fucking much.

My stepmom is such a fucking bitch oh my god. She thinks the fucking world revolves around her and s...

My life has been a wreck for about a month now. Everything seems to go against my current. So here is the list of everything that happened as of now: 1. My grades are getting way low 2. i am not exceeding expectations anymore 3. there is too much pressure in the class 4. i feel shit and dumb, i am a dumbshit. I thought I was smart enough but noooo I am actually the dumbest in the class 5. I think i do not have any real friends 6. My friends seem to be talking about me behind my back 7. I do not have anybody to talk to (that is why I am ranting here) 8. I do not like my hair. I want to cut it to the scalp 9. My phone is not charging! MY CHARGER IS FUCKING MAKING ME CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!! 9. I still have 4 major exams next year and I am studying this Christmas break instead of fucking taking a break from school stuff 10. Now my laptop is not charging!!!!!!! FUUUUCCCKK 11. Everyone and everything seem to annoy me! so easilyyyyy!

My life has been a wreck for about a month now. Everything seems to go against my current. So here i...