the novels they wrote are now out of date and moved on to new better ones.

I have the perfect life. My boyfriend and I are madly in love and have been for years, I'm healthy, I'm young, I'm pretty, I'm smart, I get to see my family all the time. But I have depression and I know that I always will. I have every little thing a girl could want yet I'm constantly sad. It makes me feel like the most selfish person alive and I fucking hate myself for it.

I have the perfect life. My boyfriend and I are madly in love and have been for years, I'm healthy,...

I've messed up my life so far at every turn, screwed over almost every friend I've had unintentionally, and now I am a year out of high school and ridiculously alone. All I have are my choir friends, who I see once a week, and my best friend. I am so sick of being alone, but I hide it by being the first to laugh, and the loudest as well. If I went back to my quiet depressed self, nobody would even bother with me. Like before.

I've messed up my life so far at every turn, screwed over almost every friend I've had unintentiona...

I have no self esteem. I hate everything about my appearance including my hair, teeth, and body shape, my eyes and skin. I want to change for myself, but i also want to change because i think my world is repulsed by my appearance.

I have no self esteem. I hate everything about my appearance including my hair, teeth, and body shap...