This germ keeps abusing me, he doesn't know me. he doesn't know my struggles from my past or present. I just want him to get lost and go abuse his own and stop annoying me at his tram stop. if he could just get run over by a train it would feel good after the dirty scum raping me. He doesn't know about my boyfriend and what a better life my boyfriend can give me and how my boyfriend gives me better sex and romance from the heart then he could ever but he thought he was that and a bag of sh**s. If my boyfriend could kill him he would. I don't want my boyfriend to do jail for me but. I know it rips at everyone hearts who loves me, that this germ has tried so many times to push me apart from those I love and those who truly love me. Its like torture. you know, you just want it to stop. I was an innocent stupid girl but that is now how I have to be abused for ever.

well i jxt came frm my friends house and im feeling relly sad. she invited her boyfriend ovr and at first we were all chillen then wen the two of them got cuddled up i was feelin lik dang wish i had sumone here with me. i jxt felt lik a little third wheel while i was sittin on the othr sid of the couch lookin lonely. she ddnt evn see if i was okay eithr which kinda hurt as a friend... best friend at tht... its extremely hard for me to open up to people in a relationshp sense and im complicated but yet i hav a very big heart and am scared about how i giv out my heart to people, im not trying to be concieted at all but i am very pretty and get askd why im single soooo much. i jxt think inside my head wen the question is askd tht im a little complicated girly. i wont settle for anything in a relationship eathr i hav high standards, in the past it seemd as if i jxt wuld try and find love with the first person who would jxt take a second glance at me but not any more... i have bottled up too much respct for myself for jxt anything. everyone says the right guy will come wen the time is right, but wen will tht time come? wen will the time be right?... i will nevr kno i guess... i dont eant to be foever alone but at some times.. specially now, thts how i feel... sometimes i jxt want to be held nd loved... i dont relly tell people wat i think as far as relationshps becuz it aint none of their business nd i dnt lik to be made fun of or taken advantage of so i keep it in... i jxt want to ask god if he will take this very depressing feeling out of me.. please? :,( .. some times i feel as if im not pretty enough sometimes i feel that im not good enough and sometimes i jxt feel lik.... horrible

well i jxt came frm my friends house and im feeling relly sad. she invited her boyfriend ovr and at ...

Agree. I did some part time nanny work when I was going to college. The kids were fine, actually. Bu...