would he strip and sex me please. in over 24 years no sex . help me.

my neighbors are still abusing me. I don't want to talk about what I experienced other then with someone who is an expert in this but we experienced some strange things like feeling a movement in the bed like a pulse or something, noises, knocking on walls before a family death and light bulbs exploding and a few other things. I don't like to talk about it because I guess I think oh it sounds unbelievable, but when I was sick I did experience some weird events and before and after like anal penetration assaults yet I was a virgin and then I was raped in real life, also dreaming we had won a prize home and then instead my grandfather won some money and we moved to this house. after being at cemeteries as a teen experiencing a sleep ghost event like what they call incubus attacks. I wish I could find a serious spiritual healer who does believe this stuff and not fakers and cons. we have experienced demon and omen like things like almost like someone acting normal then out of the blue as if a demon enters there body and this taxi man was driving me to a graveyard instead of the hospital and I demanded he go another way and called my mum at the hospital and made her come in a taxi to pick me up I was so traumatised by this taxi driver and what he said and did, and other weird things. weird things got worse with my neighbors as well that can't be explained other then they are evil and not good people but even beyond that. I asked a pastor to the house to put a blessing over me and the house after I got better and a few other churches came to see me as well and we were baptised catholic and my mothers father had been in the order of the holy name and my mum in the order of mary's or Our Lady of the Most Holy Trinity and I have a strong faith in a higher being we had been church going people and its not any of us were into satanic activities, unless you call laughing at fast forwards brides of Satan comedy, which now I see as blasphemous!

my neighbors are still abusing me. I don't want to talk about what I experienced other then with so...

My secret? I pretend I'm tough and emotionally strong. My ex boyfriend had sex with half of the city and then he leaves me for one of his hoes. I pretend what he did to me didnt effect me and I'm stinger Because of it.. but I'm not. I have anxiety now, i barely eat anymore and I'm starting to skip School like everyday.. I don't want therapy. They can't help me. i just want to be normal. I want to smile again without faking it. I just want someone to love me, to have me as theirs.. Ill never be happy again..

My secret? I pretend I'm tough and emotionally strong. My ex boyfriend had sex with half of the cit...

cool concert last night, and during one of the songs, jumbo marshmallows were thrown into the crowd. I caught one of them, and we collected a few more after the show, which is when I took one from him. I am allergic to the artificial dyes in marshmallows (yes, there are dyes that help it maintain it’s white shade), but the smoothness of the exterior made me like it immediately. I still have it, and I feel like I really love it, even though the outside of it isn’t so smooth. some got stuck in my hair from the rain all squishy and sugary sticky.

cool concert last night, and during one of the songs, jumbo marshmallows were thrown into the crowd...