you can end your anything goes crap around me fuckface

A few months back, I was sitting at my desk in my dorm, and my roommate Arden f19 came over to me and started rubbing my shoulders. I started to moan and she pulled my head up to hers and kissed me, I started getting extremely wet and she took off her top, I played with her b**** for a while until she dragged me into our bedroom. We started to hump very aggressively and then she said "I can't take it anymore" and pulled off my shorts and started to eat me out. It felt so good and I came. I ate her out in return then we aggressively scissored until we both come, we've done it 3 other times since then.

A few months back, I was sitting at my desk in my dorm, and my roommate Arden f19 came over to me an...

So this isn't a rather dramatic confession like everyone else's seem to be. I mean it's not really a confession as such because everyone knows really. But I feel I need a bit of a vent. So I'm in love with one of my closes friends. And he knows that I am and all of my other friends know I am too. But he is so evasive! He avoids the conversation or avoids talking about it at all! I'm always making an effort to get him to spend time with him but he's always 'busy' and I know he actually is busy most of the time but come on! I'm obviously asking you to spend time with me for a reason! I just get so tired of constantly hearing no all the time. And part of me knows that I should just give up and move on but I can't. Because I do really like him.

So this isn't a rather dramatic confession like everyone else's seem to be. I mean it's not really a...

Don't get me wrong. I absolutely love my best friend. She's the one I go to for everything. But her boyfriend has recently broken up with her and it's all she talks about. She always says, "I love him, we should be together," or something of the sort. We're in middle school and I honestly think that "love" may be a strong word. I have confronted her about it, and she acts like she understands, but I also get this vibe that she thinks that I don't "understand" seeing that I've never been in a relationship. Of course I understand her viewpoint, because how could I understand something that has never happened to me? On the other hand, I have strong boundaries when it comes to relationships. For example, I do believe that saying that you "love" someone when you're only in middle school is a bit extreme. I say this because it's where a person is most likely to have their first serious relationship, so how can you know it's love? So my question is, am I wrong? Because I haven't really ever had a relationship, am I wrong to be giving her advice and contradicting her words? Also, am I wrong to still be really good friends with her ex? He is one of my best friends and I don't think I can just stop talking to him because I've told him many secrets and I feel as if I can tell him anything. I don't want to lose that, but at the same time I don't want to lose my first best friend. I am so confused, somebody please help.

Don't get me wrong. I absolutely love my best friend. She's the one I go to for everything. But her ...