you hurt the ones a i love

i'm sorry to my family and my best friends. for bringing him into their lives by letting him into mine. he ate christmas dinner with my family on christmas eve, said he had to leave to babysit, and would come back right after. never came back. never called. slept with another girl. called two days later. acted like everything was normal. i found out about the cheating. broke up. eventually forgave him after he cried and begged for a long time. started over. while he was shoveling my parents driveway to prove that he was a good guy, i went through his phone, found txts bragging about a girl he had slept with two days ago. i lost it. he convinced me it was his friend. i asked all his friends. they were all in on it. i believed him. found out it was true at my surprise birthday party, to which he showed up 2 hours late, after he got his friend to pick me up instead of him because he was 'busy'. he never got me a birthday present. or valentines present. he brought his cousins to my house. trashed it. hurt my brother.     i'm sorry i brought him into our lives, and even more sorry that i let him back in when he could've been gone. i'm so sorry.
20

Next post in 20s

Will redirect automatically

This confession was shared anonymously on i4giveu.com

More from 'General' category

I want my wife go black I want my wife to sleep with a black guy . About a year or so ago my wife Rhonda and I was up late one night watching a p*** and a white women was kissing a black guy and my wife is not in to it said I'm not watching that ! But she still was watching it a Faw mins went by and I seen her p**** start to get all wet . It was running down her p**** and on the bed . I started talking to her and I said to her I didn't think you r going to watch it ? I lol . She said not a word she just had a big smile on her face a Faw mins gone by and Rhonda was rubbing her t*** and p**** looking at that big black c*** she had l*** in her eye's . When I asked her if she wanted him or if she wanted to by the women with him . She then said mmmmmmm ! I want his c*** deep inside me !! I asked her if she likes him . And she moaned "yes I do" he has a nice big looking c*** I want so bad . I asked her if she likes black guys ? And she moaned I do now! I like that black c*** a lot ! Then I asked her if she would fin a hot black guy and would she f*** him . She said I don't know if I can I now I will never go back f****** a white guy again . I know I will be a white s*** for all bbc men out there . She started to moan again and said I want to be f***** by him so bad I want to feel a his bbc deep inside me! She started c****** all over the bed . I asked her if she wanted a bbc d**** and she said " yes I do" I want to feel a black c*** in my p**** . I started f****** her and I said you want to be that guys s*** for real don't you ? She moaned " oh god yes" do you want a real black guy on the side f****** you when I'm not in bed with you at night . She moaned oh god love it ! As I'm in the live room on the net watching ir p*** and j********** knowing you r being f***** by your black lover and him f****** you all night and c****** inside you? She moaned " yes" I do ! A Faw days gone by and she said I think I want a d**** ! I said ok so we want on line and started looking for one and Rhonda goes mmmmmmm ! I like that one a lot ! Oh it is nice and big and fat and black . It was 9" by 2" so she got it and Rhonda love it a lot . She will masturbates a lot now with it . I go on line in chat rooms talking to women about f****** black men and I will be in my wife's bra and panties j********** for them most women love it . I will get in a dress to or ride a black d**** for then to . I can't stop thinking of Rhonda f****** a black guy. please paint your skin black for me. fuck a black man for me. suntan black for me if you love me.

I want my wife go black I want my wife to sleep with a black guy . About a year or so ago my wife Rh...