I cant lie anymore I am currently in a serious relationship with the man of my dreams (families have already been inloved and we are about to be engaged) i would do anything not to lose him. This is the man I am absolutely in love with. He has been asking about my past, and because he's a practicing Muslim (has never had sex) I have been lying to him about my past sexual activities. When I've slept with countless of guys, I shrinked the number to two (Which he's ok with).. what bothers me is as time passes, the more questions he asks about my past, and the more I lie to him. (He wants to know the details: the who-when-where-and How) The lie is eating me up! I am scared of telling him the truth because I'm scared he won't be able to accept me! What should I do?

not sure what i feel So my wife had to take the kids to help out a friend whose husband got hurt today. it's about a two-hour Drive. While having for dinner today ended of chatting with our friends sister on Facebook and she gave me the information on how he is doing. This happened about maybe two in the afternoon and close to 3 before we started texting each other on Facebook. I've only ever met this girl a couple times outside of chat. Eventually this chatting on Facebook changed to texting one another. as more and more time went on the chatting became less about how her brother-in-law, and more into flirting and honestly I didn't any mind this as too bad. I kind of found it fun to flirt with her. slowly as I went out to get an evening burrito for my dinner, the texting and flirting became much more risque and aggressive. I won't lie I played along I was having a great time, she asked what I was going to do for dinner and I told her what I was having. she made a couple quick lewd comment about things in mouths, and being filled up that actually made me laugh quite a bit. then I pose a question and she answer with a picture with quite a bit of cleavage and a smile showing. we became more brazen with our conversation including pictures. eventually she asked if we could hang out and I questioned if she would bring her fiance over. she said no. it would be us hanging out together. I said fine we can play games or watch a movie. almost two hours pass before she arrives, her makeup was very well done but put on thick, and wearing clothes that accentuated her lower half very well. we ended up sitting on the couch starting to watch a movie. she Moves herself quite close and let her legs lay over my lap I gave her a funny look. at this point she sent me a text, attached was her only in panties and no bra with a small spot of text under the picture saying ready for my fill up. at this point she put all of her hips and butt on my lap and we begin to make out and grab with heavy grinding on her end. usually i'm not into girls chunky but at this time she was doing it for me. she wasn't fat just had a little belly and was pretty thick everywhere. we went directly into my bedroom and with lights on and doors unlocked starting having sex, no protection just gave in and gave it everything I had. i'm not sure if she was on any birth control but I did not care, and I did not pull out. she seem to enjoy that at least. Now I'm sitting here trying to figure out do I get her out of the house? or listen to my body and play more while she's still here. Cheating is not new to me, however I did think it over with but with this I got a taste of the excitement that I enjoyed.

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Past resurfaced My hubbie and I have been married for 18 years. I'm 40 he is 39. When we got married we eloped to California. We didn't have much money and the job Jay had lined up out there fell through. In an attempt to make some money I answered an ad for an adult lingerie model. Jay was less than happy, but who would see these pics? They were going to be for a European magazine. (Back then no one knew that all this stuff would end up on the internet.) I went to the interview and they offered me $75 to pose in lingerie, but they would bonus me based on what more I was willing to do. At first I took my top off for an extra $50 and then I did full nude for an extra $100. I left with $125 after the agency took their cut. They invited me back in a week to make a video. They said all I would have to do is a strip tease. They said there would be at least 20 girls on the tape and it was also being sold exclusively in Europe. Jay was totally against it. But we were living in a pay by the week motel. California is really expensive and Jay was barely making any money with day labor and stocking shelves at night. I was making a little more waitressing at a breakfast place. We talked about it and agreed that for the $600, we could move back home. Jay said he wanted to be there when they make the video. I called the agency and said I would do it, but my husband wanted to come. I was told no way, they don't allow any outsiders at the filmings, especially boyfriends and husbands. Jay said, he didn't want me to do it then. We had a huge fight, because after 6 months of being nearly homeless I was at my wits end. But I didn't go. About two more months passed and things got worse. Finally I told Jay that I was going to do what I had to, so that we could get out of this situation. Jay agreed, so I called the agency back again. They told me they had a slightly different opportunity that paid, $1500! After the agency got their cut I would walk away with $900 cash. They invited me in to discuss the 'project'. When I got there I was in a room with another woman and a man, the producer and the camera man. The producer said, this pay $1500 for sex with her and pointed to the woman standing there and and extra $500 if you fuck him too. That's $2000 minus your agency fees. I protested, that I am married. The producer said, "I don't have time for this." "Just go" I said "No, no, I've never been with a woman before, but I'll do it just with her." Satisfied the producer said let's get started. Her name was Elisa and she had obviously done this before. We sat on a couch and made out. It was nothing like sex at all. The producer choreographed each step, telling us what to do next. Before I knew it we were naked and giving each other oral sex. The truth is, it turned me on being filmed. Then the producer directed us to go to the bed in the room and for the man to join in. I started to argue that I did not agree, but the producer cut me off, "If you want to waste my time, just go, you're costing me money." I went over to the bed and finished the making the movie. I had sex with both of them and then another solo sex scene with just just the guy, 'Kirk'. After the agency took their cut, I went home with $1150 to a furious husband that I had to confess to. Maybe I should have lied, but I think what upset him most was that I admitted I orgasmed more than once and it turns me on to know I'm in a movie. It was a point of contention for several years and resulted in a marriage counselor. Fast forward all these years. Jays friend Greg, a perpetual bachelor and player. Shows Jay a video he found on a website (X Hamster sp?). Tells Jay, look at this video, it looks Mille your wife. Of course, possed off, Jay later shows it to me and lays in to me on how he is going to have to lie to his friends forever, about that movie. Jay went on to get angrier and tell me, now that he has seen it, he cant get rid of the image of another man fucking me burned in to his mind. Jay won't let it go, but he also wants to have sex all the time now. I'm not really sure I understand this, but I feel like he is afraid to admit that he actually likes the movie and it turns him on. I fear we will be back at the marriage counselor again.

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