well done, sick of cleaning and doing all the writing and getting sht nothing for it.

Too Deep in debt and can't coop I don't know where to start….. I have a lot of shit going on in my head and i can't deal with it. I can't blame anyone only myself it's my fault and responsibility for how I am where I am. I've lost control if everything, money, my life and family. I'm single yet people around me think I should be responsible for the my elderly parents. My mom died going on 2 years soon and left me with my dad with whom I have never had a good relationship with and still do not. He is a burden and very demanding and we don't see eye to eye on most anything. I am the eldest of 4 and my siblings are all tied up with their spouses and children and they tell me they have their own problems. I've pushed myself into debt with credit cards and personal loans that now me bound and i can't even pay. I have no food, it's winter and I can't afford home heating fuel, i can barely keep the electric on. I'm consistently overdrawn on my bank account and the fees are just adding up each month. I have a decent job and can't apply for assistance, I've tried to reach out for help but no one can help me. I've reached out to friends, the one who said they'd always be there but when I even worked up the nerve to ask for just a little money for gas to get to work they tell me they can't help, sorry. I've got creditors calling everyday…. IT'S TOO MUCH AND I CAN'T DEAL WITH IT ANYMORE!!! I could work up the nerve I would kill myself to end this pain and desperation…. I just want to sleep for ever…..

Too Deep in debt and can't coop I don't know where to start….. I have a lot of shit going on in my...

Moving and cities suck I HATE DALLAS TEXAS. I was optimistic about movin here when we first found out my husband got a job but after living here for six months I'm pretty sure that if I died and went to hell I wouldn't even know I died, I'd end up right back here. The people are rich and think they're better than everyone just cause they make more money, the drivers are the WORST I've ever seen, and the cops are assholes. And I AM THE ONE WHO GETS THE BRUNT OF THESE SHITTY DRIVERS???? I'm the best fucking driver in this city! Because I DONT CUT PEOPLE OFF AND PULL OUT IN FRONT OF THEM JUST BECAUSE IM IN SUCH A GODDAMN HURRY. I had a CLEAN DRIVING RECORD, was going with the flow of traffic and didn't even get a chance to explain myself when the cop pulled me over and now I owe over 200 dollars to this fucking city. You're telling me they don't have enough money as is? Of course they don't, they gotta rob the poor people. It's so fucking expensive to live here too.what the fuck. 1350 for 800 square feet????youve got to be kidding me! I could have a fucking house! This place is hell on earth. Worst mistake living here and now I feel trapped. Fuck this place and everyone in it

Moving and cities suck I HATE DALLAS TEXAS. I was optimistic about movin here when we first found ...

I DON'T KNOW IF I CARE??? So, everybody thinks me and my pan friend are dating. On snapchat she posted "Me: *is gay for Denyse*", "Denyse: *might be gay for me*", "Date me m8 @denyse", "What's not happening, you ask?", "Me building up the courage to ask her out :')", "That's what's not fucking happening", and now.. well, fce's all around while we walk the hallways. She later confesses she has a crush on me and let's life go on. Nobody was asked out, and nobody has said yes. She later decides that she has a choking fetish and loves pdaing. She loves seeing me in a submissive position it seems. She kisses me, hugs me, picks me up, and has told me that im gay. but am i really? tbh i don't know if i like her back. i know i don't like relationships. I DON'T KNOW IF I GIVES ANY SHITS THOUGH??

I DON'T KNOW IF I CARE??? So, everybody thinks me and my pan friend are dating. On snapchat she po...