I don't trust my mums food choices for me for ages and I am only 12

i think when you have been abused by certain cultures it makes it hard cus you tend to judge all of them then, but I didn't like asian lisas bullying at me, saying "stop asking god for a husband etc babies are painful marriage is hard" its so negative like what she was really saying is "I don't think you deserve those things" and who is she? a number of people said she had no right doing that to me.

i think when you have been abused by certain cultures it makes it hard cus you tend to judge all of ...

someone was saying to me all the time "stop reaching out" when I bought pictures of prince harry and then they stole the art work on the site as well, and this has happened to me a few times over some guys, people saying this or trying to push me away from single guys i know personally. I don't understand why some people are so bullying over love because it does not make you love them more. the more russel and ken and other men did that to me, made me hate them all the more and people warned me that rusell would abuse me and as for ken I don't want him, i never wanted the deadbeat loser!... I was after a better man and i blame the rsl and navy for that. I should sue the navy and rsl quest for allowing that to happen. these idiots deciding who was best for me and they had no idea of my needs and ken and russel were doing everything wrong. but most men I meet do everything wrong and have no idea how to impress me or make me like them. I think most men are stupid. the nice ones are in the city too.

someone was saying to me all the time "stop reaching out" when I bought pictures of prince harry and...

it hurts and its confusing when people tell you "your not allowed to like this prince or that pop star or actor or that sports person or that businessmen or that doctor etc" its confusing why are some girls allowed to put posters up of their favourite star or teacher or and yet I am not, as if I am some lesbian and I not allowed to show want for romance or love, because asian lisa said "being love and marrying turns you away from your relationship with god"???? confusing? because some people feel more the presence of god by being in a marriage or inlove, and certainly having a baby, like to me a baby is like a gift from god, like my pets, I mean if I did have an abortion or miscarriage after I was raped with all the medications I was on and the over heavy period I had, to be honest I am glad because it would not have felt like it was from god, or through love. I am sick of people telling who I am allowed to like and who I am not allowed to like. don't look at him, don't ask for help, stop looking to be rescued to the point when i was bashed going to university i felt too lame and shamed, too coward and like i was weak if i had told the police officer that was sitting near me in the train that day that I had just been assaulted, I didn't want to tell because I was embarrased I would burst into tears about being bashed or that I would be looking to be rescued asking for help, It was a waste of time going to joyce about the pedo she never took it seriously right from day 1. just would not let me talk about it at all. that was confusing.

it hurts and its confusing when people tell you "your not allowed to like this prince or that pop st...