today I have blisters over my arms and back I wish I could see my doctor but I am afraid he will get angry at me over the sunburn. last night I just got some towels and soaked them and put them in the freezer over night to freeze up to use today, over night I got some face masks I had with a enzeyme and just put all of them on my body where I could over night to soak it up. the frankinsence and myrh are good for anti cancer so I hope this works. I just can't believe this has happen in like 15 mins in the sun and what annoyed me was these 3 arab/italian guys were getting around the park near the jetty with this toy drone that came over us, and up to us. it just felt un-nerving really.

my mum said once she got so sunburnt as a child her mother had to cut off her dress and she said she was grateful because she hated the dress anyway. I know that feeling. like today I have tried frankincense and myrh and fennel oil, aloe and seaweed again, and sprayed some peppermint spray over me. and made a green tea with cider vinegar and lime and cinnamon and last night I had some coconut water again. I only ever have 1 coffee a day and I drink more tea as I prefer the taste. I am blistering on the back. I don't know if I went to my skin doctor he would probably not be good about this and of all people I should have known better already having skin cancer removed but I seriously was not in the sun that long, I thought the bloody tree shade was more then adequate - when these things happen I really begin to question my common sense or is it just some other factor? like I walk longer distances other days I like to go for walks sometimes because it just clears my head so I find any excuse to go out because I am sick of being at home. well really to be blunt I bloody sick of everything and everyone around me, I just want to move and change a lot of things in my life. I am not happy here anymore and I have not been happy living in this area for a long long long time. its only money and opportunities that have held me back. I hate the place, I hate the area and the people. i just hate everything about it.

my mum said once she got so sunburnt as a child her mother had to cut off her dress and she said she...

I just tried some papaya and penonie and more seaweeds, it stinks like a weird sea smell with the f...