its a real bugger my mum and dad got hearing aids, i am supposed to have one but like mum has said, being deaf as some true adventages and deaf people take in very selective things so whose the winner, peace is peace, i have had ear infections from having to listen to so much bullshit of other peoples all my life no wonder i prefer deafness. but yeh i have to be more careful what side i am on them when i can get away with being completely rude to people. now and then i enjoy being rude to people. i was considering being rude to godfearing good old virginia, a slag who was so self righteous and biggotted towards me and so full of self pity and yet this mongrel old thing had lived in a few countries, got a degree or two and been married at least once (OH HOW THE ONLY THE PERFECT CAN BE ALLOWED TO WEAR A WEDDING DRESS, OR IS IT THE IMPERFECT IN WEDDING DRESSES THESE DAYS! AND IT HAD A SON, AND JOBS AND OWNED PROPERTY AND YET IT STILL EXPECTED MORE OUT OF LIFE, LIKE MY SHARE AS WELL AS HER SHARE, I HAVE NO HUSBAND, NO DEGREE. I NEVER BEEN MARRIED, I DON'T OWN A CAR OR HOUSE, I NEVER BEEN OVERSEAS , BUT OUR HEARTS WERE SUPPOSED TO BLEED AND BLEED AND BLEEED FOR THIS OLD SHITBAG WOMAN FULL OF SELFISHNESS, GOT TOO MUCH TOO SOON SYNDROME. LIFE AND ALL ITS GLORY EGO TRIMMINGS COME TOO QUICKLY TO A HORRIBLE OLD BITCH OF A WOMAN, OR MAN BEAST. I HATE THAT MONGREL WOMAN THE SHIT , THE EVIL SHIT THAT MONGREL THING SAID TO ME. THE YEARS SHE HAD ME CRYING MYSELF TO SLEEP TELLING ME I SHOULD NEVER BE A MOTHER CUZ ANYONE WHO HAS BEEN SEXUALLY ABUSED AS KIDS ARE MORE LIKELY TO ABUSE KIDS THEMSELVES. AND SHIT LIKE "OH, EVEN PEOPLE WHO DID DISCLOSE AND WERE WARNED HAVE SUFFERED WORSE THEN YOU" - YEH THANKS DIRTY DOGFCKER! ONE DAY GOD IS GOING PUNISH YOU FOR ALL YOU DID LIKE JOYCE DID. SO NOW I SEE PEOPLE ALL AROUND ME GETTING EVERYTHING TOO SOON. AND I SCOFF AND I'M NOT SO NICE TO MOST OF THEM OR I ONLY NICE TO GET WHAT I CAN OUT OF THEM, I JUST USE SOME PEOPLE LIKE WHO I STUDY AND WORK WITH. YOU JUST USE THE GUTS OUT OF THEM FOR ALL YOU CAN. I HATE THEM ALL ANYWAY NEVER HAD ONE GOOD BOSS EVER WHO WAS NICE AND TREATED ME RIGHT.
its a real bugger my mum and dad got hearing aids, i am supposed to have one but like mum has said, being deaf as some true adventages and deaf people take in very selective things so whose the winner, peace is peace, i have had ear infections from having to listen to so much bullshit of other peoples all my life no wonder i prefer deafness. but yeh i have to be more careful what side i am on them when i can get away with being completely rude to people. now and then i enjoy being rude to people. i was considering being rude to godfearing good old virginia, a slag who was so self righteous and biggotted towards me and so full of self pity and yet this mongrel old thing had lived in a few countries, got a degree or two and been married at least once (OH HOW THE ONLY THE PERFECT CAN BE ALLOWED TO WEAR A WEDDING DRESS, OR IS IT THE IMPERFECT IN WEDDING DRESSES THESE DAYS! AND IT HAD A SON, AND JOBS AND OWNED PROPERTY AND YET IT STILL EXPECTED MORE OUT OF LIFE, LIKE MY SHARE AS WELL AS HER SHARE, I HAVE NO HUSBAND, NO DEGREE. I NEVER BEEN MARRIED, I DON'T OWN A CAR OR HOUSE, I NEVER BEEN OVERSEAS , BUT OUR HEARTS WERE SUPPOSED TO BLEED AND BLEED AND BLEEED FOR THIS OLD SHITBAG WOMAN FULL OF SELFISHNESS, GOT TOO MUCH TOO SOON SYNDROME. LIFE AND ALL ITS GLORY EGO TRIMMINGS COME TOO QUICKLY TO A HORRIBLE OLD BITCH OF A WOMAN, OR MAN BEAST. I HATE THAT MONGREL WOMAN THE SHIT , THE EVIL SHIT THAT MONGREL THING SAID TO ME. THE YEARS SHE HAD ME CRYING MYSELF TO SLEEP TELLING ME I SHOULD NEVER BE A MOTHER CUZ ANYONE WHO HAS BEEN SEXUALLY ABUSED AS KIDS ARE MORE LIKELY TO ABUSE KIDS THEMSELVES. AND SHIT LIKE "OH, EVEN PEOPLE WHO DID DISCLOSE AND WERE WARNED HAVE SUFFERED WORSE THEN YOU" - YEH THANKS DIRTY DOGFCKER! ONE DAY GOD IS GOING PUNISH YOU FOR ALL YOU DID LIKE JOYCE DID. SO NOW I SEE PEOPLE ALL AROUND ME GETTING EVERYTHING TOO SOON. AND I SCOFF AND I'M NOT SO NICE TO MOST OF THEM OR I ONLY NICE TO GET WHAT I CAN OUT OF THEM, I JUST USE SOME PEOPLE LIKE WHO I STUDY AND WORK WITH. YOU JUST USE THE GUTS OUT OF THEM FOR ALL YOU CAN. I HATE THEM ALL ANYWAY NEVER HAD ONE GOOD BOSS EVER WHO WAS NICE AND TREATED ME RIGHT.