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depression- I never left my sister behind! unlike people who left me behind! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bZAPYERoX_4

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depression- I never left my sister behind! unlike people who left me behind! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bZAPYERoX_4
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and i don't want to be anyones friend but be around my mother and cats. friends are a waste of time. they don't care. i have always played life so safe i would cut off a limb and have no relationship to be safer then in one that is how I look at life. no man would give me much anyway. all users and losers. deadbeats and idiots. all men are scum my mum is right about that. dad says it too. they are right.

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