The Girl I've cheated Hey..I'm a student of Standard X! I'm really very addicted to social websites! On a social platform,I met a girl...I really seemed to like her very much! When she was asked her name,she told me a fake name of hers and gave all other fake informations too about her to me...But I was honest... We uaed to talk a lot..And slowly I started falling for her..As I don't know she was fake,I informed her that I love her...But she rejected me... I again proposed..This time too she rejected... Then after a few months passed came the big day,She confessed it all... I got to know that,she is a girl of different religion,the picture she showed me of her was fake too...She used fake name...And most importantly she was a year senior to me... The whole world turned upside down to me at that very moment.... But as I was blindly in love with, after knowimg the truth,I lied to her saying I am not ur junior...Actually I am too with u... I tried everything to make her believe it... She believed that too.... Then After my the result of my final exam was published,I came to know that I failed in it very badly...As a result I became 2 years junior than her.... She never came to knew about it .. To cover up this,I told her that I had blood cancer.. And I've given up my studies.. I too send her some fake photos of mine which was enough to prove her that I have cancer... She trusted it too... And again I made a story that I got cured from it too... I was always fake to her... Still she believes all the lies I said... she thinks me as her best friend.. I still love her...If she came to know all about my lies,I may lose her.. I'm really afraid of losing her... I still didn't confess my fake identity to her... :(

The Girl I've cheated Hey..I'm a student of Standard X! I'm really very addicted to social websites! On a social platform,I met a girl...I really seemed to like her very much! When she was asked her name,she told me a fake name of hers and gave all other fake informations too about her to me...But I was honest... We uaed to talk a lot..And slowly I started falling for her..As I don't know she was fake,I informed her that I love her...But she rejected me... I again proposed..This time too she rejected... Then after a few months passed came the big day,She confessed it all... I got to know that,she is a girl of different religion,the picture she showed me of her was fake too...She used fake name...And most importantly she was a year senior to me... The whole world turned upside down to me at that very moment.... But as I was blindly in love with, after knowimg the truth,I lied to her saying I am not ur junior...Actually I am too with u... I tried everything to make her believe it... She believed that too.... Then After my the result of my final exam was published,I came to know that I failed in it very badly...As a result I became 2 years junior than her.... She never came to knew about it .. To cover up this,I told her that I had blood cancer.. And I've given up my studies.. I too send her some fake photos of mine which was enough to prove her that I have cancer... She trusted it too... And again I made a story that I got cured from it too... I was always fake to her... Still she believes all the lies I said... she thinks me as her best friend.. I still love her...If she came to know all about my lies,I may lose her.. I'm really afraid of losing her... I still didn't confess my fake identity to her... :(
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