I'm so tired of this Everything has gone to shit, even though everything is going fine. I graduated highschool a year early, I got a job, I'm going to college. I thought I'd be happy once I'd reached this point. But I realized that I'm still just as miserable, and realizing that just made me even MORE miserable. My family loves me, I shouldn't be feeling this way. I just feel so useless, dumb, and disgusting. I've been wanting to kill myself since I was 14. I'm 17 now, and I'm almost certain things won't get better for me. I don't talk to anyone about this, I'll just look like I'm searching for attention. I think I'm gonna end it soon. Nobody needs me here, I'm dead weight. the worlds gone to shit!

I'm so tired of this Everything has gone to shit, even though everything is going fine. I graduated highschool a year early, I got a job, I'm going to college. I thought I'd be happy once I'd reached this point. But I realized that I'm still just as miserable, and realizing that just made me even MORE miserable. My family loves me, I shouldn't be feeling this way. I just feel so useless, dumb, and disgusting. I've been wanting to kill myself since I was 14. I'm 17 now, and I'm almost certain things won't get better for me. I don't talk to anyone about this, I'll just look like I'm searching for attention. I think I'm gonna end it soon. Nobody needs me here, I'm dead weight. the worlds gone to shit!

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