I'm absolutely sick of being responsible. I'm in a job that I DESTEST but everyone tells me how lucky I am just to have a job. Sure...but a job that makes you physically ill at the thought of being there? Why does nobody understand that? I have no one to talk to about it, so I just keep getting more & more depressed. I have an elderly uncle who is solely dependant upon me even though I have enough siblings to make a baseball team. He doesn't trust them, and neither do I. They just use you up and break your heart. I've gained 15lbs in the past 2 months. It makes me feel like staying inside, so I do. The never ending cycle.
I'm absolutely sick of being responsible. I'm in a job that I DESTEST but everyone tells me how lucky I am just to have a job. Sure...but a job that makes you physically ill at the thought of being there? Why does nobody understand that? I have no one to talk to about it, so I just keep getting more & more depressed. I have an elderly uncle who is solely dependant upon me even though I have enough siblings to make a baseball team. He doesn't trust them, and neither do I. They just use you up and break your heart. I've gained 15lbs in the past 2 months. It makes me feel like staying inside, so I do. The never ending cycle.