I don't want to be around scum I just want to move from here. I've never liked living here ever.

I wish I knew what was so wrong with me why I am abused and not many people help me. like not one person really helped me about the sexual abuse or rape, yeh I go see a therapist which is all top coating nothing. we never talk deeply about real feelings I never get to talk about those things with anyone. I guess I am just not ment to have feelings. I can't help feel that god is not so great when I have been abused and evil wins over the good. I am being bullied and I am sick of their abuse.

I wish I knew what was so wrong with me why I am abused and not many people help me. like not one pe...

I bought some wedding things for my portfolio or whatever??? as if I could find a husband like normal people do anyway? as if I could work like normal people do?

I bought some wedding things for my portfolio or whatever??? as if I could find a husband like norma...

other normal people have friends that care and can have get married and have a right to a wedding and a baby and home and events to look forward to but me. why? I am sick of this rubbish life. I need more money to study and for my health. I pay all this money out and I feel scammed.

other normal people have friends that care and can have get married and have a right to a wedding an...