over easter I have just been eating and drinking so much partying I can barely sit I am so tired. and I go out tonight again being picked up at 11pm and like to get in late morning. my friend always does better getting the guys which annoys me so much when she is not attractive. I'm secretly kinda jealous but not when the friend I care about most is talking to another person and not letting me be apart of it because they're speaking in another language...