cindy and rhona spent most of their time talking to me about their illnesses and dying and it was a lot on me as i had no counselling background and it was draining the engery out of me when I lost weight and I wanted to be up and mobile and dating and clubbing and in a job and these two mornful beings just made everything so despressing when I don't have the coping keys to handle that and I had not lived enough like they had working in richie jobs with stars in florists and whatever and they had been married with kids and never once did they think of my needs or how they were mentally abusing me, like russel mentally abusing me, he literally bullied me to go out with him put on a tantrum and i was afraid he would attack me, when my family should have told him and the rsl and all the others to fuck off and die! just fuck off ! mind your manners and fuck off out of my house and my life ! dirty shitbaggers. katy should have been bashed into order for attacking me and so should van eede. I am NOT PUTTING UP WITH MF BULLYING CUNTS AND FUCKHEADS ANYMORE, i will go anyone. I will literally up and bash any motherfucker loser or saint or inbetween or kid woman or man. I am just begging to have a all out fight and attack someone. so don't get on the wrong side of me, i don't have to put up with kelly dogs and spastics!