he wasn't as good looking as he thinks he was or ever is.

i was on a lot of antibiotics like sulfur ones that work slow and effect blood cells and cause more white blood cells then I was put on other stronger 3 x forte multi type 2nd or 3rd generation ones and having 3 lots at a time sometimes after the car accident and infections that were painful. i was tired a lot. panic disorder and just heart and chest pain a lot, between 2005-2015 i had about 5 MRI's on my brain and Ct scans. when I hit my head in the car accident and then I hit myself over the head when I failed law school. I ment business to people but they were not listening! and that is a warning to all of you! don't mess with me!

i was on a lot of antibiotics like sulfur ones that work slow and effect blood cells and cause more ...

like I met that black dude who is a doctor from the bachelor and I was so sick I didn't care. he came to my house as a locum house doctor and I mean I was too sick to care who it was another night they couldn't wake me due to the heavy sedation of medications from the neurological problem with the infection and mum and the dr just decided to let me sleep but he checked my medications and spoke to my mum about my condition and I didn't even know. I just remember crawling around the floor at midnight near choking from the medications and I was thought i was patting the cat and it was a cushion and I know someone must have came in and moved my note book because I kept a log book for all the months i was sick writing all the medications and how I felt and how much fluid I drank etc.

like I met that black dude who is a doctor from the bachelor and I was so sick I didn't care. he cam...

i wish i could find love but i have given up and just hate the world really. i don't know what love or fun is. i am worn out from being abused by asshole rich people and black fuckholes and losers like ken, katy and more. I mean I am sick of them all and hope they all die in some ship somewhere.

i wish i could find love but i have given up and just hate the world really. i don't know what love ...