I Hate Myself

imagine a toilet flushing inside your head, or a shower being turned on inside your head and in your heart and bladder and lungs, that is how it feels like. a lot worse then having a baby, I can tell you that, you never know when it will happen til the membrane swelling has come down. its not something I want to go through again. ever again.

imagine a toilet flushing inside your head, or a shower being turned on inside your head and in your...

this old woman from logan called talking over the top of me extracting information from me I am going to report and find out who she is all she said was we gave you some 1300 number and I have no idea who the woman was or why she rang she didn't talked so quick and over the top of me, I will be telling my doctors about her because she annoyed me getting information and she could be any bitch trying cause trouble I don't trust people so many people have tried to poison my professional relationships with my doctors and I can't trust joyce that she would still try to medal in anything to cause me harm and she never helped me take the death threats parcel to th police as a normal caring therapist would and my neighbors next door who were attacking a man have been trying to make me look crazy but I know what I heard and saw and they were abusing me and attacking D and I they were making me ill having to listen to it night after night they were attacking a man. I can't trust my nieghbors at all and I want to move from this area there is nothing good for me in this dirty old little town of the redlands, its a dirty dirty morbid abusive town of mongrels who have done me wrong.

this old woman from logan called talking over the top of me extracting information from me I am goi...

I know police and my doctors believe me about things but I am sick of busybody snotbag women talking over the top of me and she was saying she didn't want to know certain things but she knew of my therapist and I will be talking to him about that phone call it was rude , I hate therapist dirty women who talk over the top of me, and they talk rudely as if I talk shit and her phone call was like a pfishing to get info and she should have said who she was an a numebr for me to varify who she was because I don't trust women who want information but talk over the top of you and are rude saying "that is not why I am calling " well little dog what are you calling about you ruthless whore? troublemaker, anything from logan is a born troublemaker!

I know police and my doctors believe me about things but I am sick of busybody snotbag women talking...