truemuffinman READ THIS!!!

we are thinking about a refund for the deal on the cruises, we are just too old and its never going to happen. as if we can afford all that without jobs for the last 35 years. its a joke. its a complete and utter joke and insult really.

we are thinking about a refund for the deal on the cruises, we are just too old and its never going ...

I am never looking at a man ever again particularly a few and I am inlove with a young women who is getting married and I am a older women, what the hell should I do? I love her she is so pretty and I can't see me ever marrying or finding love or having children, so I wish I could get with this girl which it sounds crazy she is about 20 years younger then me but I just woke up and realised nothing is ever again going to work right for me and there is no point trying to make it work. I love her. and its a difficult situation to be in but life is not going to go how I want it to. my pride is too wounded and I even am considering not going on the internet ever again for anything. its a useless thing that helps no one get jobs or relationships or friends. who is the internet really helping ? no one.

I am never looking at a man ever again particularly a few and I am inlove with a young women who is ...

I am thinking about being lesbian even though it disgusts me, because I can't trust anyone. its not me to be gay but I don't have 1 man I can trust. I wish I did. my pride has been hurt too much and all the death threats and games I don't understand.

I am thinking about being lesbian even though it disgusts me, because I can't trust anyone. its not ...