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Pressure everywhere Have you ever wanted to escape from everything? Like, start a new life anywhere but where you are at this very moment? Well, I do. Things are just so messed up. The people you thought who will always back you up are the ones pushing you to give up. People who are supposed to love you are the ones causing you so much pain. Life sucks! I know! But people suck more!! Why can't we just experience life at our own pace. May it be slow, may it be fast.. It won't matter as long as it's our own decision. I know it took me what.. A few extended years in college until i'd finally graduate but hey! I'm a person with many wants and I have the right to get confuse as to what my profession would be in the future. It scares me, a lot. Not to be satisfied with what I chose and regret not widening my options. I'm trying my best but everyone just seems to not understand and appreciate it. It's as if it's a crime not to graduate at the right time. And it sucks! I know I failed. I made mistakes! I'm a person! I'm not perfect! I want to apologize for that but I don't need to. I refuse to do so coz it's my life. I won't be who I am today if I didn't take risks. I just wish people would let me be and be supportive coz I may be lost now but I know I'll find my way back and when that time comes, I'll prove not to everyone but to MYSELF that I can and I will fulfill my dreams.

Pressure everywhere Have you ever wanted to escape from everything? Like, start a new life anywher...

My GF decided it would be a funny idea to spray me with a hose while I was holding a kitten, showing her how cute we were. Needless to say, now I'm covered head to toe in cat scratches.

My GF decided it would be a funny idea to spray me with a hose while I was holding a kitten, showing...

My life. My step mom Shelly told me that as a christian that being a lesbian is wrong. I'm 17 and the church means everything to me. I'm in the choir, youth group and do regular bible studies. But Shelly believes that me being a lesbian is harmful and sinful. Her daughter Amy agrees with her. In fact the rest of the family including her husband, David believes that they should take me to church and have several male members correct me. Such as corrective rape. Shelly has come to my room lots of times trying to convince me to willingly go with her to the church. She said that she would also consider drugging me. Like putting sleep medicine in my juice to put me to sleep. She told me if I don't let them help me or if I run away I'd be making it worse on myself. She told me that hypnosis is also a last resort opportunity too. I'm scared because I don't want to be raped because of who I am. I was surprised that I could even use their computer to write this. :(

My life. My step mom Shelly told me that as a christian that being a lesbian is wrong. I'm 17 and t...