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Ive been battling depression since 7th grade. I have anxiety problems, ADHD, loads of "my issues pills" (ADHD meds, depression pills, pain killers, etc...) and ex bf problems. I thought I finally found a guy who understands what I need in a relationship, but i guess i was wrong yet again. Who am i? I am a jr in high school "blessed with big b****" but i find it a curse, somewhat skinny, nice legs, and an ok face. I hate relationships because my question is do they like me for me or because i have b****? I find this kid who shall remain nameless and him and i date for 2 months without any problems then prom hits. We get in a little argument or missunderstanding then get over it. Two days later the same problem again. He asks me if i even want to be in a relationship anymore which i did, or thought so. The next day i want my space, since that whole conversation the night before made me cry 9hrs straight. I felt like he was pushing me away hitting my low points. Hello here sir you know i am still depressed just not as bad. Then i just want to be done with his stress and BS so later that week i wanted to end it which my close friend helped me do. But what confused me the most is he pushed me away those two days then when i wanted to be over he was not gonna budge at all he didnt want it to then. I might have fractured my hand with a boxers fracture from punching that wall. And 4 days later he decides to txt me and for the most part beg to get me back? I dont do this whole crying thing but i did from him. I also dont do second chances. But from that bad explination I hope i just did the right thing. I know punching walls isnt good but thats what i do instead of cutting again or anything else. But he forgot about all that so i guess im asking did i do the right thing and end it and tell him to get over me or should i go at it and give him another chance. Im just confused and a teenager and need help. No im not expecting to get married to this kid but he forgot what i did to myself before and made me do it again...what do i do?

Ive been battling depression since 7th grade. I have anxiety problems, ADHD, loads of "my issues pil...

Parents don't trust me A few years ago (beginning of sophomore year of high school), my parents saw some text messages between a kid and me in which i ended up buying a vape from him. When they did see these texts, i no longer had the vape, and i told them that but they didnt believe me. To this day ( middle of senior year) they still dont trust me and i dont know why, I have good sat scores and grades and am getting accepted to a lot of universities. Also i havent slipped up since the incident with the vape. This trust issue has gotten really bad, and its mainly my dad . he always opposes me wanting to hang out with friends, who are all some of the smartest kids at my very competitive school, and if i do hang out with anyone, he always assumes i did drugs or something, and i never do. They always accuse my of smoking in my bathroom and think its from the vape which i got rid of a long long time ago (wtf type of s*** is that smoking in the bathroom). I will wake up with morning breath and he will blame it on drugs, which i never do. If me and my friends want to, for example, just hang out at the park even though its late at night, i have to tell them something else because they just assume people only go outdoors late at night to smoke weed and s***. I say no to hanging out with my friends all the time even though we dont plan on doing anything illegal or bad just because i know my dad will get sketched. It really sucks. I always think about how my life would be different if i hadnt bought that vape. i dont think i am asking too much i am a good kid but they just dont trust me I know i will be in college in a bout 10 months but i still want their trust so they let me take my car and stuff like that. What do i do to fix this? P.s. i dont know if this should be venting of family categorr

Parents don't trust me A few years ago (beginning of sophomore year of high school), my parents saw ...

the one reason I don't feel guilty sending millions to prank call scammers trying to rip me off is having a haunted house and the fear and nightmare of a demon ghost that tried to kill me, kind of changes you. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WRLtUnvYpJk

the one reason I don't feel guilty sending millions to prank call scammers trying to rip me off is h...