I HATE MYSELF EVERYDAY,AND I CANT HELP TO HURT MYSELF ,I CANT STOP MY TEARS...I HATE MYSELF..BUT THAT MAKE THOSE PEOPLE WHO LOVED ME IN SADDESS...I DONT MEAN TO DO THIS ..AND I JUST WANT TO HURT MYSELF SO TAHT I CAN MAKE MYSELF FEEL COMFORTABLE...I DONT WANT TO SEE THEY WERE SAD FOR ME...AND THAT MAKE ME HATE MYSELF MORE..I HATE THIS KINDA ME !! I AM SORRY TO MYSELF...I AM SO SORRY ...