I like someone older than me... I really like this guy that's 17 years older than me, and she went to my swim meet Friday, before she went home and packed to move to Austin. I wanted to just kiss her because she makes me feel so giddy inside but, I don't know what to do. We started texting and she said all these sweet things to me, saying I was one of his biggest crushes but then that I was her most favourite person in the world that afternoon on the steps seeing her in her floral dress was breathtaking for me as I went to do my job to perform live and for moving out of Herston afterward the show I still couldn't get her out of my mind now I am searching for her, It was too unique of a gem too change. Never, has a girl told me those kind of things, and I just really need advice....go perform and do the best I can just to please her to see her again.

I like someone older than me... I really like this guy that's 17 years older than me, and she went to my swim meet Friday, before she went home and packed to move to Austin. I wanted to just kiss her because she makes me feel so giddy inside but, I don't know what to do. We started texting and she said all these sweet things to me, saying I was one of his biggest crushes but then that I was her most favourite person in the world that afternoon on the steps seeing her in her floral dress was breathtaking for me as I went to do my job to perform live and for moving out of Herston afterward the show I still couldn't get her out of my mind now I am searching for her, It was too unique of a gem too change. Never, has a girl told me those kind of things, and I just really need advice....go perform and do the best I can just to please her to see her again.
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