I am sorry... sorry because i love you

I am sorry... because i love you... You think i'm your friend and i only want that... friend... You don't know... but a long time ago... i looked at you and my heart beat... that day was when all began. I didn't want to... i couldn't love you... and i hid my feelings... didn't say anything... so you couldn't know. I loved many others... gave my heart to many people... anybody wanted it... just like you would do if i tell you. some weeks ago... that feeling that i hid began to emerge again... stronger... strongest... didn't feel something like this before... you... you are my reason to keep breathing and my way to keep living... although you think i'm your friend... friend... I love you... there's no other way i can say it... i love you... and i need to be with you... but you don't love me and you will never do... because i am a boy too...