I was not brave enough to protect my lover from being

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I was not brave enough to protect my lover from being hurt by me and my parents. I was quite sorry, and I really hope that he can have a really happy life.

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i used to perve on and fool around with my sister and my neighbour when they were 8/9-12 (my sister till today), cos my neighbour was a year younger than my sister and they would go to each others houses often, and i got to babysit a few times, cos her older brother was always with friends, and her mum and dad went out a lot, and my dad was always working, and mum was always baking lol, and my 2 older brothers where at school or with friends, but I was a loner, and never really went out, so i was "stuck" with babysitting my sis and/or just my neighbour. some background, i had just started jerking off, i had just turned 12, and it was summer holidays (over christmas here in australia), and my second oldest brother was 14 (my oldest was 17, and my sister was 9) with it being school holidays, and no school, both my sisters and my parents and klaire's parents had to keep us all entertained and stuff. well, klaire was French, and horny as fuck for 8, going on 9! NO joke! I won't lie, straight up, I never got to fuck her properly, but we had so much kinky teasing stuff. neither of us knew a hell of a lot about sex then (remember i am 30 now, so was like late 90s, not like now!), but for her age, she was well advanced, She would grind her pussy and ass on me in her tiny tight shorts she wore, which would have any man sneak a glimpse. on that note, so funny and hot to see older guys sneak a peek, especially after she has walked past, its dynamite, how they try to hide it :) Anyway, I babysat them so much that summer, that we started actually hanging out at other times, me, my sister and Klaire. Oh, btw, my sister's name is Marita, for future reference. Sometimes it would just be me and Marita, and we would fool around a bit and show each other, but we only did anal once, and no pussy stuff lol, tried once, wasnt fun. But since then (no pun intended lol) I have always been into anal :P So, there were a few great moments, I will start with the first couple, which happened early on, and go from there. Well, I would always perve on them in the bath, and in my sister's room and in the backyard, that is a given. I would steal my dads binoculars when needed when they were in Klaire's pool, and peek over the fence in ther bushes I had the pefect spot! Mum was always busy, so never got caught :) Even put a chair there to stand on lol. As I said earlier, I had just recently started to cum. I had rubbed my cock in many different wayrs and dry cummed a lot up till then (again, request welcome on that or any of my gay experiences between 6-12). The first way I kept for a while, the one that first made me cum, I think it was over some family photos of Klaire I stole from her house once at 8, she had some pretty slutty looking ones, it was fucking epic, I never knew the goldmine I was on, and years later, on regret, threw all the panties and pics of her I had stolen over the 2-3 years, THAT is one of my big regrets! :( Anyway, going off course again! So The first time I came, the style was me sort of putting the palm of my hand on the head of my cock, and "whirling it around" lol, if you can imagine that, strange I know, but it made me cum for a while. I only picked up the normal way when I was about 13 and me and my best mate used to wank in the same room, but not each other. Another way I tried for a while was "the whirl", where I would put my thumb inside my foreskin and whirl it around until I came, but fuck it made me cum VERY fast. It was good though, until I found the proper method! The orgasm is intense in it, but almost bad after lol, cos ur drained, it almost makes u go dizzy. Anyhoo, now that I was well into cumming over Klaire, and my cock was growing, and getting really fat, and I was thinking about Klaire and Marita a lot more now, as usual, I watched them in the bath. The way I did this, was there were 2 windows up near the sink right? on the left hand side of the bathroom. they were about head height, and were always a little bit open to keep the bathroom from fogging up (woop!) lol. So to "cover it up", my mum put a blue cloth over the gap, which actually worked to my favour, because I could sticky tape the cloth back a bit to leave a crack open to peek through. Worked a charm! But this time, I was trying to readjust it (wind mustve got it), so I could see in better, and did it too fast, and they saw me, and Marita yelled out "MARIUS!!!" and I ran to my room, and locked the door, my heart racing, and got on my bed and turned on the tv and pretended I was there all the time, and I heard her talking to my mum, and I was scared shitless. But for some reason I still don't know, nothing happened, to this day nothing has been said. So whatever my mum said, thank you mum! Anyway, later on that night they were watching tv in the lounge, and I decided (well I couldnt wait any longer) that I would come out and go take a piss and get a drink, and hope they say nothing, and low and behold, they acted all cool, and asked me if I wanted to watch Happy Gilmore with them. I was like wtf?! Is this the twilight zone? No it wasnt! I was so taken aback, I said "Yeh, cool, Ill just go and get changed and turn my tv off and grab a pillow" and Klaire said "bring them all" and Marita said "Yeh, we are gonna make a pillow fort with all our pillows and teddies, Klaire is going to her house to get more and get changed too." Awww I thought as Klaire was wearing just a tshirt and panties lol, Oh well! So I went to my room, tried to tuck my boner in as much as possible, grabbed my pillows, put on my basketball singlet and boxers, and came out with my doona. I was covering my cock the whole way with my doona until I lay down lol, it would not go down!! Well as usual, the channel was running late, so me and Marita were just talking and eating some snacks, waiting for Klaire, and waiting for 60 minutes to end (I can remember it like it was yesterday lol), and she got up to get some more startburst and chips from her room, and I watched her get up (oh yeh, she was under her doona the whole time) and OMFG, my sister was wearing the shortest shorts. I was like FUCK! They were like not too tight, loose so u could see her pussy bone and tiny hairs when she got up, and her ass looked so good. It was plump, and like just ripe. Seriously her 10-12, that ass was perfect. I still masturbate over her recent pics. Anyway, I decided to try and be a man and stole some premixes from my dads bar fridge in his office, and poured 6 of them into an empty coke bottle and brought it into the lounge. Plan I am so glad I was smart enough to do till this day. I just wish I had access/knew about my dads stronger shit, and could have really dosed it up with rum or voddy! So, back at the tv, Marita is back, she moved to the right hand, where I was, so I said, in a joking voice "aww, you took my spot!" and she said "oh well, you have to earn it!" but before I could reply, starting to get a hard on again, Klaire came back with her stuff. I can't say I could complain though, she was wearing these cute barney the dinosaur silk tiny boxers, with light blue cotton panties under, and a purple kinda silk barney button up top. WOW! And she had tons of pillows too lol, and a bag with her, probably a change of clothes. So she brought it in, and we worked on the fort, using the pillows, and teddies, and sheets and blankets, it was so cool! most of all because from the outside you couldnt see in, and it was big enough for the 3 of us, and also structually sound, so it didnt fall over :) Then we poked out the front to watch the movie, and played around during the ads, but watched less and less of it. We had all seen it before lol. But turned out to be a good ruse, my mum never came in once, and noone else was at home :) We started with innocent touching, and them asking me questions about what ive done etc, and Klaire started straddling me and talking, like a fucking porn star giving a lap dance, she was grinding up against me, even as I was so obvoiusly getting hard as a rock up against her. This girl is 8! It was fucking epic, beyond dreams, how I did not cum, I don't know. Needless to say that moment is stored very securely in my wank bank. She said the funniest thing, reminding me every time I think of it that she wasnt that knowledgeable about sex, she said - "No offence Marius, but you got a huge cock!" And 8 year old! NO FUCKING BULLSHIT, I SWEAR! ON MY DAD's GRAVE! That was it man, I almost blew it there and then, but at the time I was stupidly not experienced enough to know what to say or do. I sorta felt her ass around from the front, and held it as she grinded for a bit, I dont know how long, but it felt like minutes, just making jokes about the movie, trying to keep up an act, but I could see the look in her eyes, her head leaning back, her mouth hanging open, getting dry, licking her lips, contracting her pussy muscles. I still dont know if I made her cum, but I sure hope so :) All the time, my sister is there, oblivious to it all, watching the movie lol. End of chapter one, if you want chapter 2, please ask. I am writing this as I go, I just wrote this whole thing just now in one go, it just came out, I hope you all like. I cant wait to tell more. As a preview, it involves me butt-fucking my sister, Marita when she was 11, trying (and failing) with Klaire when she was 10, fingereing my sister from 9-14, and Klaire 8-12, dry humping Marita from 8-14, Klaire from 8-12, licking Marita's pussy 9-14, licking Klaire's 8-12, both naked, both spied on in bath, upskirts, pool, asleep, cummed on (my favourite :) ) etc, probably more lol. Oh yeh, fooled on cam that I am a boy their age with fake pics and dick pics and getting them to do shit naked :) pussy, getting a handjob and footjob and blowjob from sister and if people like, i can do more of other people i know who i have jacked off over, got with, perved on etc.

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