To the woman I hurt

My holiness, I'm  actually posting a new confession here. I don't think my last one is sincere enough to compensate my guilty. I really want to say "sorry" to the ever naive girl(you know how much I loved her that time). I always ignored her reactions to some of my behaviors, instead I  always thought if i didn't act wrong, she won't overact.  Now I understand all her crazy activities are from my fault. I'd like to take any punishment on myself if it's not to my parents and family members.