im a liar and a loser and i hate myself

i had just recently finished my mid year exams.....my mum is very annoying bout how i hav 2 study all the time to get good marks.i hav been lying to her all the time saying i hav studied when i didnt even touch my books at all.i feel bad about this.should i just tell her i havnt been studying or just keep on lying to her about it?i love my mum but i just dont feel the motivation 2 go and study.plz i dont know wat i shuld do.....i dont want 2 lie but if i dont then she wuld b sad about me not trying my best..... in another cenario my group of frends met this other group of girls and our 2 groups started hanging out alot.i liked this girl but my frend also liked her 2.....but meanwhile the girl found out that we both liked her.then i told the girl and my frend that i wuld let my frend try 2 date her and stuff.i kept doin this and i made the girl feel really bad and like a toy bcoz we just kept passing her around.i dont feel very good and i think she lieks me but i think i dont like her anymore....i dont know if i liek her or not....she keeps on making me think she likes me and then the next second she givs me the impression that she dusnt.wat shuld i do?shuld i still let my frend go 4 her or do i just like ring out?and a few days ago i saw sum pictures of her frend and i thought she was pretty hot....am i a dikhed bcoz i like whoever i c?bcoz now i wanna hook up with the girls frend...i feel like a dik.....liking the frend of the girl i had just liked.....am i unforgivable or just selfish?i duno if i shuld still b liking the frend of the girl or shuld i not like her 2 b a bit moral in a sense.....i dont know..... plz help me
20

Next post in 20s

Will redirect automatically

This confession was shared anonymously on i4giveu.com

More from 'Love' category

My mother always want a girl not a boy. When my father died when I was 8 she started to treat me like a girl, I had to wear girls clothes in the house. Usually little skirts, and tops with silk panties. Also she kept my long so it could be curled. I also started to sleep with mom we would both be naked. At night she would only wear a robe, often open so I could see her body. And she seemed to constantly to touching my dick and ass. When I turned 9 she started to give me wine at night, and also began lubbing my ass inserting her fingers in me. By 10 I had started to have full erection. And her masterbation of me caused me to have organism. I found I enjoyed being a girl. I even wanted to go to school that way which I did. Luckily my school was progressive and I had no problems. The sexual activity with mom increased, after that soon I was going down on her, and she would suck me. At 13, we had sex for the first time, I was dressed like a girl. At 16, mom wanted me to get tits, I went along with it as deep down, I saw myself as a girl. It's 20 years now. Most people would think what mom did was horrible. She made me into a girl and her sex toy. But I'm 33 now and and am mom sex slut. I do this of my free will. I wouldn't change anything. I am completely hers, as I want to make love to her all the time. We have done threesomes, but it is very hard to get an erection with anyone but her. I have never cum with anyone but mom. I am her pretty sex girl with tits and a cock.

My mother always want a girl not a boy. When my father died when I was 8 she started to treat me lik...

My 18 year oldnephew lives with me and 3 months ago I came home early from work and discovered he is a crossdresser. I has always been very feminine and is very pretty. I talked to him about it and said it was OK to dress up in the house. Soon he was fem all the time. He also wanted to be called Jenny. I soon found I was getting turned on by him. We would sit on the sofa, and he snuggle next to me. One night he was in a baby doll nightie and placed his hand on my boxerd. I started to get hard and he simply leaned over and took my cock in his mouth. I was stunned, I said Jenny this is wrong. But he started crying and looked at me, " I want to Uncle Tom, I have never been with anyone. I love you, I want to be your girl." I shouldn't have but I pulled him to me and we started to kiss. A few minutes later he was on my cock. I only lasted a few minutes I was so turned on. I came in Jenny's mouth swallowing all me cum. Jenny looked at tears in his eyes, and asked " was it as good a with a real girl?" I pulled her to me and said "you are a real girl to me". And kissed her long and hard. Since that night we have been lovers and in love. I gently took her anal virginity the next night. I now see Jenny as truly female. She has a lot of sexy clothes, and we go out as a couple. We are moving as the family has disowned us. My I have money and we love each other. Last night Jenny said she wants to get boobs like a real girl. I said what every you want my love, but you already a woman to me. I love her so much, she is a prefect woman as she is. We also want to get married.

My 18 year oldnephew lives with me and 3 months ago I came home early from work and discovered he is...

The week before my wedding, I was staying at my girlfriend Susan's house while she was on a business trip she called Friday night and said she had to stay in LA for a meeting on Monday. Susan is 25 a good person but not exciting in bed. It was Friday night, and it was hot, her mother Helen is only 45 and her sister Jen is 20 said let stayed by the pool. They were in tiny Bikini's and I was in a board shorts. Her sister and mother and I broke out the boozes and had a few drinks then a few more. At some point they started to each give me a lap dance. And before long we were having threesome. We started fucking by the pool and I came in both of them twice that night. The next morning after breakfast, Helen took my by the hand to her room and Jen already in bed naked. They started kissing then went 69, I watched it was so hot. Later they told me they stated being lovers when Jen was 12 and Susan did not know about them. In the end, the weekend was a giant fuck fest. I fucked them both many times each time cumming inside. It 3 months later and I didn't want Susan I wanted to be with her Helen and Jen. But they said I had to marry Susan so I could have a cover story to see them when she traveled. I has been work out great, Susan is always traveling and I'm getting the best pussy of my life. Then the bombshell hit Jen and Helen had not been feel well the last month, last week they went to the doctor and they are both pregnant. They were both on the pill, but it failed for both. They want to keep the kids, and be with me. So I have decided to divorce Susan. I never really loved her, but I do love Helen and Jen.

The week before my wedding, I was staying at my girlfriend Susan's house while she was on a business...